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26 Jan 2024 1:50AM
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I am an unfaithful wife, in an unhappy marriage.

I am married for 17 years, and my husband is a wimp. At one period of time, I even thought that he is gay. Our sex was never exciting, he was never an exciting person, I just settled. And no, he is not rich, didnt do it for the money.

And I always felt betrayed by my own life choices, and envious of my best friend. She is pretty, I am not, she is tall, I am not, she is hot, I am not. Her husband is a hunk, even past 40, mine looks like a granny.

I wanted him for myself, desperately made moves, which he deflected without any interest. Do not get me wrong, I am still a fairly good looking, compared to women around me, but not compared to her.

So, I started cheating, with men I didnt find that attractive. It started off "inocent", with snogging and light pettings, and over the course of years, it turned into full on cheating, with sex. I gave up my anal virginity to a college guy, in his early 20s. I have slept with 28 different guys, over the course of 12 years. And every single time, I was imagining it was him on top of me.

My husband found out about one of them, and he was pissed, but it passed him after a few days. He only told me with disgust, that he is not kissing me any more. And we didnt have sex since (more than 5 years).

I am lost, and I feel worthelss.

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Sweetkaos40
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26 Jan 2024 2:00AM

I say life your life!! Be Happy!!

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26 Jan 2024 2:17AM

That’s what you get for being and envious of your friend. Now get your ass on your knees and come here!  You can call me by his name… I don’t give a fuck, not like we’re gonna be long term anyway huh?

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26 Jan 2024 2:29AM

You sound like a fag writing about himself.

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26 Jan 2024 4:54AM

he ought to throw your cheating ass out!

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26 Jan 2024 5:03AM

if you're non reliant on him for income.

leave him. hell you're not even having sex with him. and if you were guess it would still be bad for you.

and it seems you don't even like him much as a person/friend either.

I am lost, and I feel worthelss.

and it seems staying with him. isn't going to do anything to make you feel better. just make you feel worse.

and i don't think anyone would give you a hard time for leaving him. 17 years is long time. you tried.

did you ever cheat with guys you found attractive ?

did you actually like any of the sex you had when cheating ?

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26 Jan 2024 7:07AM

You feel worthless, because a cheating wife is fucking worthless. You identify as a wife. What kind of wife? The cheating kind.

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26 Jan 2024 7:23AM

Jest peg the worthless fuck!
And get a bf!
Make him watch you getting fucked, with a butt plug shoved in his ass!

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26 Jan 2024 11:26AM

Dam darlin got just the cure for you,I'll fuck u non stop for days then have a smoke an fuck some more,I'll treat ya how u wanna be treated 

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Tdog87
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26 Jan 2024 6:27PM

Life is too short to waste it in an unhappy relationship. Find a way out and leave him. Find something that excites you and do everything you can to enjoy life. From a man that’s learnt all this the hard way 

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27 Jan 2024 5:21PM

Just leave. It's time. You're not worthless. You're unhappy. Miserable even. Take this scary step and you will find yourself again on the other side. Do whatever it takes to make it happen. You got this. No more stalling  No more settling. Leave with as little as possible. Just take what really matters to you and go. 

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15 May 2024 8:31PM

I have an idea, give up that ass of your to everyone that posts a response. Post a pic. Let's see what ya look like and see whether we can get a group of us together to keep you occupied.

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16 May 2024 12:55PM

Sounds like you've had 17 years of a communication problem. If you would have expressed to your husband that you want more aggressiveness from him and that the lack of it was a real problem for your relationship, I bet he would have given you what you wanted. I'd be willing to bet that you were just looking for an excuse to step out and become a slut. And after you got caught, you're upset he doesn't want to touch you anymore. Hmm, go figure. There is obviously a reason you "settled" and are still with him after 5 years of no intimacy. Be honest with yourself.

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