Need to get this out my head so I don't let it ruin me. One nigh after a family party I stayed late so that I can help clean up after everyone left. My cousin named A asked me if I was staying over longer so that we can drink some more. I told her I was going to and she was super excited. Cousin A myself and few other family members say around the table talking and drinking. As the night went on everyone was starting to get tired and heading out. Cousin A and I were the only ones left. So we sat down in the living room to talk. She opened up to me about her relationships and started getting into detail about being fucked on or guys sucking her tits. She cuddled up next to me and I started to rub her collar. Softly at first then slowly moving down. She kissed my neck and nodded. I reached further down and started to tease her a bit. She kissed my neck more. Since she was wearing a skirt it made it easy to grab her ass and squeeze. When I did she started squirming more. She then pulled her head up and mounted me as we started kissing. I grabbed her waist and kissed her more. My tongue mixing with hers. My hands around her waist pulling her close. She told me to get up so I did and she led me to the bathroom. There she turned off the lights and I felt her hands travel down my body and undo my pants. I felt her mouth on my cock and she showed me what she was talking about about. I then picked her up and went to remove her panties but they were already gone. I ate her out on the bathroom sink before flipping her around and ramming my cock into her. The soft moans and the "fuck me" voice drove me wild as I continued to pound her. I pulled out and picked her up and fucked her on top of the sink again her legs wrapped around my waist as we kissed. I came deep inside her as she moaned. We tried to get our clothes on but failed to do so and walked out of the bathroom. She gave me a kiss and told me let's continue on her room. So I happily followed her. We fucked for a while. Laughing and having a good time. We panicked though when her brother woke up for work and we could hear him outside the door walking around. After he left we kissed one last time before I left.

I sat at the bar on New Years eve, pondering life. There has been so many ups and downs, especially the downer of how my wife decided to leave me for a married couple. The funny thing was, we never had any issues – it was just out of the blue. When she came to me about it all, she said it wasn’t me, that she just wanted to explore her sexuality and that she was being selfish. She said she didn’t mean to hurt me, and even let me keep the car, the house – hell I got to keep everything. We had no kids as she was infertile, which was fine. Me being 46, no kids, no wife – I was just kind of done with everything.
So there I was, drowning my sorrows and in my own thoughts, and this girl sits down next to me. I thought nothing of it, I was too invested in self-pity. Fuck I didn’t even notice her sit down until she ordered a beer.
“What would you like miss?” The bartender asked as he wiped the counter down.
“I don’t like domestic, gives me a headache, do you have Newcastle or Guinness?” she asked with a soft voice. Good choice, I thought – and I was pulled to pay for her drink but decided self-pity was the theme of the evening.
“We’ve got both”
“I’ll get a Guinness then!”
“Hey, you need a refill?” I heard her ask. I didn’t think she was talking to me, but I noticed my glass was almost empty, I turned to see who she was talking to. I almost fell out of my chair, she was drop dead gorgeous. Her bobbed black hair framed her face perfectly, her luscious lips sparkled and her eyes seemingly looked right into my soul.
“Oh um, me? I might call it a night,” I said to her as I shyly looked away.
“That sucks, I’ll tell you what, and it sure looks like you could use someone to talk to – so stick around. I’ve got this round, you get the next?” She smiled and checked her phone.
I looked at the bartender, “I’ll have what she’s having,” and I looked at her, “thank you for your kindness.”
I don’t know why I said that, it just came out of me – “thank you for your kindness??” are you fucking kidding me? Yet, it seemed to work.
“I’m Cindy, happy New Year to you…”
I smiled, “I’m Mike, happy New Year to you too, pleasure to meet you.”
The bartender came with our drinks and we clinked them together, “to better days, yeah Mike?”
“To better days, Cindy, I sure need them!” I laughed.
“Why, what’s up? Tell me about yourself, Michael!” She said, using my full name – which was shocking, no one ever did that, so it was strange to hear.
“Oh boy, my tragic life, it’s pretty uninteresting. Where do I start? My wife left me a year ago to live with a married couple she’s been screwing around with behind my back, but at least she left me with everything – we got divorced, and well, I haven’t heard from her since. Which is fine I guess. I can’t complain about my job, I love my job. I work with labor unions, organizing non-union workers and helping people get a decent wage…”
Cindy took a sip of her Guinness, “how crazy is that, what your wife did? If you really love someone you wouldn’t do that – I’m so sorry that happened to you. Hell, she could have at least asked you to join them! If it’s any consolation, I got dumped by my fiancé 2 years ago and haven’t looked back. I figure once someone breaks trust like that, there’s no going back. I don’t even really think about him anymore at all.”
“Yeah, I thought she was the one, ya know? And I’m sure you thought your ex was the one too – otherwise you wouldn’t have been engaged, right?”
“It always amazes me how people lack compassion and empathy these days. We’re a rare breed you and I…” she took another sip of her drink, “People who actually give a fuck… who care, it’s so damn rare. She hurt you out of her selfish needs, as did my ex. The hell with both of them!”
I laughed, “agreed, the hell with them,” I raised my glass and we clanked them together and laughed.
We talked for hours, it was almost 10:30 PM, and Cindy showed me the time on her phone “the end of 2024 is almost here.”
“Hopefully that’s a good thing, Cindy.”
“Hey, you want to bring in the New Year with me? My place or yours? Why stick around in a bar when we both can talk and chill together?”
I was a bit shocked, “Are you sure you want to bring in the New Year with a 46 year old guy who’s probably going through a midlife crisis?”
She smirked, “Dude, you’re hot. I like older men. You got that salt and pepper hair, tall dark and handsome, with those dark brown eyes I could lose myself in… I’ll cure that midlife crisis of yours,” she laughed and nudged my shoulder.
“I’m not far away, my house is just down the road a bit…” I told her, and then asked, “How old are you?”
She bit her lip, “Don’t freak out, I know I’m a bit young – I’m 24. And I trust you, I know people pretty good, I’ve got a good sense about people – you give me a good vibe, so yeah, let’s head to your place.”
She followed me to my house, we both parked in my driveway and went inside. I took her jacket and hung it up, then showed her to the living room. She sat down on the couch and giggled.
“What kind of movies do you like? I’m going to guess science fiction and fantasy from the figurines on the TV cabinet,” she said pointing to a dragon figurine.
“You would be correct! I love sci-fi and fantasy, a lot!”
“Oh we’re going to get along just fine, Mike – just to let you know I’m not into sports… at all.”
My heart skipped, “Neither am I – I find them boring! Oh shit, let me get you a drink. How’s rum and Coke?”
“Perfect! Oh shit we forgot to get Champaign!”
“I actually got some from Costco the other day, it was a $50 bottle and I planned staying here for New Years and not going out but… well luckily I did!”
I chilled the Champaign on ice as we drank our rum and Cokes and got to know each other even more.
As midnight approached I got the Champaign ready and got a couple of Champaign glasses – we counted down together, “3, 2, 1! Happy New Year!!!”
I found myself in her arms, our lips were touching, our tongues were exploring. Her arms wrapped around me, holding me against her body. I could feel her soft breasts pushing into my chest as my hand gently caressed her face.
We must have kissed for 20 minutes straight, and our hands began to wander. She pulled back, again biting her lower lip.
“I don’t fuck on the first date,” she said with a sly smile, “but we’re not on a date!”
She unbuttoned my pants, pulled them down and started sucking my cock. I leaned back on the couch and let her go to town. Her sexy black bobbed hair swayed and caressed her face as she swallowed the whole of my cock. She quickened the pace, jerking me off and sucking as my cock got harder and harder – I didn’t want to cum just yet so I stopped her, and pushed her down on the couch. I pulled her shirt up, undid her bra and pulled her pants and panties off. I started licking her lovely soft breasts, teasing her hard nipples and worked my way down to her completely shaved (waxed) pussy. My face dove right in. Her juices were sweet, succulent, she tasted like no other women I’ve ever been with. She moaned and cried out in pleasure, her body shaking and quivering with each lick. I pushed a finger inside her, she was tight as hell. I started working my finger as my tongue lapped at her dripping cunt. She exploded in pleasure, literally. I’ve never been with a woman who can squirt, but she did – the warm fluid gushed on to my chin, on to my chest as she writhed in orgasmic delight. She let out a guttural scream, “FUCKKKK!! OH MY FUCKING GOD MIKE!!” Cindy nearly passed out.
I cuddled into her as she was recovering, she started stroking my hair, “holy fuck – who the fuck are you and how the fuck did you learn how to do that??”
“What?” I asked.
“No one has ever made me squirt, I’m the only person that can do it – you’re the first person to ever get it right!” she was panting.
“Oh you’re in a lot of trouble mister,” she said as she pushed me back, and started sucking my cock to get it rock hard again. When she got it hard enough she mounted it, taking it all inside of her. She started riding me, her breasts bouncing on my chest as her lips met mine. Her pussy was way too tight, I wasn’t going to last long at all.
“Holy fuck you’re so god damned tight Cindy… I’m not going to last long…”
“GOOD!” She pushed me deeper into her tight hot hole, looking into my eyes – she was mesmerized, as was I.
“Such a beautiful cock Mike, oh so good….” She said as her cunt stroked me deep inside her.
“Cindy….” I murmmered as my hands gently clenched her cloudy soft breasts.
“Give me all of your cum Mike, fill me up…” Cindy whispered.
I did. I erupted deep inside her, my cock jumped and pulsed as cum sprayed inside of her. She moaned and began grinding my dick in her pussy. I could feel every detail of the inside of her tight pussy, she was milking my cock dry. There was so much cum her tight little cunt couldn’t hold it all, so it started dripping out and down my balls. She got off me, and I felt her mouth licking the cum off my cock and balls. After she was done she cuddled into me.
“That was perfect,” Cindy sighed.
“Can I get your number?” I asked jokingly.
“Ya think??” she laughed.
We both got serious for a second, “would you be opposed for me taking you out on a date?”
She kissed my lips, “I’d love that. But remember, I don’t fuck on the first date!”
We both laughed.
“Cindy, seriously, I’ve never met anyone like you and honestly dating you wouldn’t really be about the sex, it’s about getting to know you – because it just seems like you were put in my life for a reason.”
“Mike, everything happens for a reason. I’m a big believer in that. Bad things happen and we learn lessons from them. Good things happen and fill us with joy and happiness. So, let me be clear – I won’t ever cheat on you Mike, I know that I’m just saying words to you – but I know how it feels. And I know you’ll never cheat on me either, because you’re a 46 year old guy banging a 26 year old.”
We laughed.
“Cindy, you’re way mature for your age – I don’t even see your age.”
“Oh, I see your age – that’s a kink of mine,” she smiled, “don’t get offended if I start calling you daddy, and beg you to spank me for being a bad girl.”
“Oh you’re a bad girl, huh?” I said as my hand smacked her ass.
“Oh daddy, I’ve been so bad…”
We ended up fucking again, this time doggy style. I was trying to go soft on her with the spanking but she kept telling me to smack her ass harder. I did.
“I’m so fucking bad daddy, spank me!!! HARDER!! HARDER DADDY!”
She has so much energy, and she got off from me spanking her while fucking her from behind. She came, her ass jiggled and I couldn’t hold off, and came inside her again.
We both collapsed – we were exhausted.
“We forgot to drink the Champaign.”
I showed her were my bedroom was, and she stayed the night. We both fell asleep in each other’s arms and when I woke up, she was still there. I made her breakfast and we spent the day together. We fucked a few times more on New Years Day too. I got her number, and we’ve been seeing each other every day. I took her out to eat on Saturday – it was a good date. At the end of the date I drove her home and walked her up to her apartment.
We kissed and she asked if I wanted to come in for a cup of coffee. I smirked and pinned her up against her apartment door, “I’m going to break you of that fucking on a first date rule,” my hands groped her breasts.
She opened the door to her apartment, shut it and we fucked right there on the floor. I ended up staying the night. I’m seeing her again tonight, she’s coming over to my house.
Yesterday I actually asked her if she is on birth control, her only response was “nope.”
My response, “good.”
She responded back with the smiley face emojie with hearts for eyes.
“Breed me daddy.”
Sure, we’re moving way too fucking fast – but life is life. I don’t give a fuck. I think I’ll eventually ask her to move in, and perhaps if all goes well – perhaps to spend her life with me. I know there is a massive age difference. I’ll be 62 and she’ll be 44, I’ll be 72 and she’ll be 54. But at least we would be happy in knowing we were in good company. Shit, I sound like I’m falling in love… I probably am in love.
I confess I’m in love with a girl I met 8 days ago.

My wife is 35 and I’m 43. She fucks our 26 year old neighbor. He doesn’t know that I’m aware and she pretends she’s cheating so that he talks shit about me when they fuck. She encourages him and he makes her talk bad about me. She said it gets him so hard and horny and blows a huge load in her. He gets so alpha that he fucks his cum deep into her after he cums. It’s so bad we let another man cum in her pussy but it’s also so hot to lick her dirty pussy when she comes home. 

Some time back, I'd dropped her for some shopping and asked me to pick her up, but not where I had dropped her. She was having coffee at a Tims. When I got there, she was chatting with this chic about 37-40. She asked if we could drive her home. We did.
Wifey went inside with her so this chic could "show her something," she said when we got there.
I waited like 20 minutes, then went to the door. They called me to, "Come in." The place was not great, but big, clean and neat.
When I got to the living room the chic and the guy were naked laying on the sofa trying to get my wife in on it with them, but she was hesitant. I had to use the bathroom then came back. When I came back the chic dropped and opened my pants. She sucked me like mad, but I wasn't cumming. No way. I wanted to see where my wife was.
We stopped and I went towards the living room, but a guy stopped me calling me into his bedroom. I went in and he asked if he could take a run at my wife. He showed me his cock. Nice...like about 7" and rock hard. He started showing me vids of chics he'd used, and dam!!! was he a good fuck....VERY Dom and perverted.
We talked and stroked, and I got all worked up. Then I said, "fuck dude" go drag her up and fuck her like you did to these bitches." Right away he said my buddy and his wife will want in and asked me to watch from the closest.
The wife thought I was with the chic somewhere else in the house.
Sooooooooo hot...I waited in the closet.
Wifey actually put up a fuss because it was like this; "come on you little cock teasing cunt, you're gonna take some hard cock now." The chic was about 6' tall, nice body but as bad as them. As soon as they got her in the room, they all tore at her clothes, pinned her and the one guy started fucking her. so deep and hard she came like 3x in minutes, but these dudes are into making sluts take cock...so was the chic.
The chic bent her over and licked her and had them plow her from behind, then got on to feed her her pussy.
The chic slipped into closet with me and sucked me more and asked lots of questions. The big one was "do you like seeing her fucked really hard?" I said, "fucking right and more. I like seeing her fucked hard as fuck."
THAT was it...this bitch went out and whispered into their ears, then left the room, but came back with another guy by the hand...brought him in and told him "See, I told you." He said, "I want on top of this little cunt!" His cock was long, really hard and slim, no idea how long but more than 9" for sure. When he went in it was deep as fuck.
The chic came back in the closet and asked me if there was anything I wanted and I said "yes...tie her and blindfold her, and tell them to fuck her more."
She went and sat on her face to muffle her screams from the long cock pushing into so deep he was in her cervix (wife told me later). From the shear excitement, and being banged so hardcore she came a couple more times, the was a noodle.
All 3 took turns and nobody wanted to cum ...it was nuts!!!!
The chic blindfolded her with a scarf and ran tape around it. No need to tie her, she was limp by then. I whispered to the chic...go hold her down I want to rail her throat.
Basically, they all held her for me and got to full stroke her throat and cum right down it....deep. After that the chic told the guys, "Fuck this fucking cock teasing little cunt more and fill her up." Wow did she get it after that.
On the way home the wife told she arranged it, but had no idea it was going to be like that, or that there would more than her and her old man. She'd met the girl before and knew they played. She was trying to surprise me.

When I was eighteen I was visiting my grandparents in Florida with my mom. They didn't live in a retirement community, but the town they lived at was generally full of older people. Most places around closed at 9PM even though they were only minutes from the ocean. My mom and I were on and off getting into arguments the entire visit. She was nagging on and on about everything I did, what I wore, who I talked to. Now being eighteen I did give a lot of sass back to her and talked back all the time which did not help the situation.

On the third day, I managed to get to borrow my grandma's car and spent some time at the mall. While there I had a one sole goal of figuring out how I could make my mom mad. I made my way over to Victoria's Secret and checked out what they had to offer for bathing suits. I managed to get a black thong and matching top that barely held back my 34DD tits.

The next day we went to the beach. My mom, grandma, and grandpa. We claimed our spot on the beach and set up the umbrellas and beach towels in the sand. I then proceeded to take off my shirt and shorts to show off my new suit. The look on my mom's face has been forever engraved in my head. The sheer disappointment from her just filled me with pure happiness. The top barely held my tits back and my pierced nipples definitely showed through. My ass was exposed for everyone on the beach to see. Without hesitation, she grabbed my arm and tried to covered me with a towel, but the damage was done and all she did was cause a bigger scene.

I walked away and made my way up to the tiki bar on the pier and sat down up at the bar. An older gentleman approached me, easily in his late 50's if I had to guess. He was taller, very tan and tone, had peppered hair and a short trimmed peppered beard. His hair was a few inches long and slicked back. He sat down next to me and ordered me a vodka and cranberry. He started talking to me about what just happened on the beach and started complimenting me on my outfit. I played along with him and we kept chatting about everything. By now I was tipsy after he bought me a few more drinks. I noticed him staring heavily at my chest and when I looked down, I had my left nipple exposed to him. The glimmer of the jewelry attached to my nipple just prodded out there for him to see. I let him look more and didn't even bother to cover up. I asked if he liked them. He blushed and choked up when he tried to speak, but he murmured out that he never has seen pierced nipples in the flesh before. I smiled and said maybe you can see more sometime. We exchanged numbers at this point just in case.

By now I was not sober. I asked this gentleman if we could go for a walk as the sun started setting. We walked along the brush at the top of the beach. Then I heard from behind us, my mother. Screaming out my name and rushing her way over to me. The older gentleman covered for me and said that we were out looking for her. However, she was not impressed by smelling the liquor on my breath. She stared at the older gentleman and yelled out "she is only eighteen for god's sake" and grabbed my arm and took me away.

The drive home was silent. I ended up passing out in the back seat of my grandma's car. I woke up around 8:30PM and it was dark. I had a missed call and a text message from an unknown number that said;

"Hey this is Ron from the tiki bar, just wanted to make sure you were able to get home safe. Your mother reminds me of my wife with our kids too."

I messaged him back and ended up unveiling my plans to him. We talked about how my mother and I have been at each other's throats the entire trip. I revealed to him that I liked him and wanted to take him to a spot on the grassy knolls to give him head as a repayment for his generosity. He then asked if we could still meet, and I couldn't say no. It rolled around to 11PM now and everyone was asleep in my grandparent's condo. I snuck into the living room and grabbed the keys to my grandma's SUV and walked out the door. Ron messaged me to meet him back at the same spot before the fun was interrupted. He ended up sharing his location with me so we could link up easier. I pulled into the beach lot, there was 1 other car there. A newer Audi sat in the front row next to the handicap spot. In the driver's seat was Ron. I walked towards the car and Ron exited with a blanket and bottle of wine.

We walked along the beach and he was telling me how embarrassed he was for buying an underage person drinks at the bar. Then talked to me about how he would let his kid's drink as long as they were under his supervision. He told me he had a daughter named Katelyn that was in her second year of college at a Big Ten school in the Midwest. We found our spot and he laid out the blanket. He opened the bottle of wine and we took turns drinking out of it. At one point, I leaned into getting the bottle from him and we started to make out. His hands wandered up and down my body. I held mine on his face as our tongues danced in each other's mouth. He grabbed him wrist and guided my hand down to his groin where I felt his erection. I took off my shirt and unclasped my bra for him, exposing my tits for him to see under the moonlight. He leaned in and started working his mouth all over my nipples, getting the taste of metal in his mouth. I proceeded to undo his pants and expose his massive dick to me. He had short pubic hair that was identical to his beard. His cock was easily one of the largest I have ever seen at being just eighteen. It was veiny and his head was the size of a mushroom. I lunged over him and straddled my legs around his, rubbing my pussy along his erect cock through my shorts. Still letting him taste my nipples in his mouth. My pussy was aching wet as I grinded along his hard shaft, trying to get his erection to slide in a gap in my shorts so I can feel it between my pussy lips.

He asked me to continue with what I was going to do to him earlier. I nodded and worked myself down between his legs. I grabbed hold of his cock in my hands and started stroking his shaft. I used my tongue to start from the base of his shaft up to his head and then stuck his entire head in my mouth. The precum from his cock tasted salty like ocean water. I couldn't take it any longer and needed him. I proceeded to give him a blow job while I worked my shorts off down at my ankles. His head was leaned back and he was moaning as I sucked. I made myself back up to his face, then guided his large erection into my pussy.

His moans began to pick up pace as I grinded myself on top of him. I was so turned on taking him all inside of me. I leaned myself back and gyrated my hips on his dick, holding him all inside of me. He told me he was getting close, but so was I. He grabbed my hips and pulled myself over him. From underneath me he started thrusting deep inside of me, stretching me out at he pulled all the way out then re-entered balls deep into my eager pussy. He then surprised me and said "oh fuck Katelyn I am going to cum soon" then as he fucked me, he would not stop saying Katelyn's name. I picked up the hints that this was a fantasy of his, and I wanted to make sure I fulfilled it. I then said "fuck me daddy" and he kept going on about how good "Katelyn's pussy" felt wrapped around him. I proceeded to tell him to fuck me, then asking turned into begging. I was gushing juices all over his fat cock and then started to beg for it. "Fuck me harder daddy." and "cum deep inside my pussy daddy" were repeated over and over. He tried to pull me off of him so he could pull out, but I stood my ground and kept riding him, begging for his load inside of me, then it happened. He thrusted one last time and held himself deep inside of me. I felt his balls unload everything he had into my fertile teen pussy.

I got myself off top of him and noticed his throbbing cock still going. I wasted no time to continue giving him head. Tasting my pussy juices and his cum all over his shaft. He was still erect and throbbing and I kept on sucking. His juices seeped down my thigh and spilled onto the blanket. He didn't lose his erection and he was ready to go for round 2 now. I bent over on all fours for him and he got behind me and slid into my cum-filled cunt. I kept up with the act, but instead of just calling him daddy, I asked how much he enjoyed Katelyn's pussy. He grunted and moaned as he kept calling me Katelyn. I begged for him to knock me up. He kept up the pace and announced to me that he was going to cum again. So I stayed there on all fours and let him has his way with "Katelyn's pussy". His second load inside of me, was as big as the first. I felt the power of his shaft throb as his balls were emptied again.

We finished up and he walked me back to the parking lot. The entire walk back, his loads were oozing out of my pussy and down my legs. We made it to our cars and went on our separate ways. I glanced at my phone with a dozen missed calls and tons of text from my mom asking where I went. I responded back with "just hanging out with my friend."

Well guys and gals. I posted a couple days ago about finding a new kink of mine. Humiliation and embarassment 🫣. So here is the story of how this came about. I went to visit a girl friend over the weekend for a couple days. We fool around and have an open relationship i guess is a way to put it. Well we were talking and i brought up how lately i find that i like to be tied up and helpless to orgasm. We didnt talk much on the topic but i could tell by her face that the gears were turning. Fast forward. We wanted to get lunch and as im getting out of the shower she comes in the bathroom with a pair of handcuffs and a vibrating egg type toy. As things are getting a little hot and heavy she inserts the vibrating egg into my pussy and cuffed my hands overhead to the shower curtain. Naturally i thought his was super hot and can already feel my body reacting. She then took her bathrobe sash and tied my knees together so i couldnt push the toy out. She asked if i felt helpless enough to which i replied very much so. Thats when she said "maybe some random strangers will enjoy your orgasm with you while i shower upstairs." Thats when she turned to the window and opened the curtains and blinds exposing my situation clear as day and her first floor bathroom faces directly toward a 4 way stop intersection! As im yelling for her to close the curtsins she replied "ill be right back, sweetie. Enjoy!" On a friday the intersection is nonstop traffic and i saw more than just a couple people looking through the window at my helpless self. I was colpletely mortified but to be totally honest i came so many times i couldnt keep track. After what felt like hours she came back into the bathroom. When she unlocked the cuffs i basically fell into her arms i was so weak in the knees. She told me it was only maybe 25 minutes but it truely did feel like hours. I was beyond embarrassed and humiliated but for some reason i told her i loved every second of it and i secretly did. After the flight home i told her how im feeling and she said she will cone up with some new ideas for my next visit. She then sent me this pic of my wet body in the sunlight of the open window...

The Day I fucked My Mom!

I was home from college and my mom had just left my abusive father. We were sitting enjoying a cup of coffee and she says lets go out tonight and party like rock stars. My mom is 45 amd 5" 5' amd 120lbs long brown hair and nice firm tits. That night we head into town and stop at the local bar had a couple and headed over to the club. I don't dance more of a metal head. She orders four shots and a couple beers and then she heads to the dance floor I watched my mom grind on these guys and they were all begging to fuck her probably. We left right before the place closed and when we got home she headed upstairs and took a shower. I headed to my room and took ashower. I went downstairs and passed my moms room and I hear her kinda moaning. I peek inside and she is naked ass up on the bed and playing with her shaved pussy. I stood there eatching through the cracked open door and could see her beautiful asshole and pussy begging for a cock. I said hey mom want some help which I thought I said in my head but actually said out loud. She jumps up and says I am sorry you saw me. I said no problem and walked up to her beautiful body and guided her to the bed and sat her down and laid her back and she said no we cannot do this this and I said mom just relax. I pick up her legs and go right for her beautiful clit. She lets out a moan and says omg this is not right and I kept licking. In about ten minutes she lets out a omg don't stop and cums literally all over my face. I didnt waste a second I flipped her over ass up and slid my now throbbing cock balls deep. She says "don't cum in me whatever you do" So right before I was going to cum I pull out and unload on her asshole and as I rubbing my cock on her hole it slides in a little and she says oh yes baby. I slid in a little deeper and she starts pushing back and now I cannot believe I am fucking my moms asshole! She must have cum about 3 more times and then I shot the biggest load in her asshole! We didn't talk about for a couple days. We were having dinner and she says you can never tell anyone and after dinner I want your cock down my throat for dessert and you better be able to stay hard after because my holes are craving! It has been about two years now and moms pussy still craves my cock! True story I live in New jersey!

This might be long, so if you do not have the patience, you've been warned.

I am a 40 year old divorcee, single mother. My life is work, and my daughter, trying to survive paycheck to paycheck.

You can imagine that such life, that has been going on for the past four years, since our divorce, left it's toll on my social, and sexual life. Somehow, I found refuge on the internet, and here I am.

I was never a beauty, far from it, but I had my ways of making up for it, covering my flaws with a long, blonde hair, and a fit body, men were after me, and I got pregnant with one of them, which led to marriage. Soon enough, we found out we weren't compatible, and ended it after less than a year. After that, said life made me lose focus on my looks, my sexuality, I gained a few pounds, and it all went to hell, men stopped noticing me, I felt a huge fall in my self esteem, and became lonely, and desperate, so desperate, that I found my went here, among other places.

At first, it was just stories, then it went to forums, images, and in the end porn. I can't quite describe what made me lustful in porn, but it felt nice, I saw some things I never did, even though I felt like a pretty open minded woman, some things intrigued me, and I just felt the spark of passion, lighting up inside me.

Soon enough, I started online sexting, had a few cam sex sessions, and it got even more exciting.

So, I would, once a month, leave my daughter at my parents house, not to go out, even though I told them that is the reason, but to stay in, relax, and immerse myself into the world of fantasy. I would spend two days, almost completely naked, with wine, and my lap top. Started taking care of my looks again, bought some lingerie, shaved myself down there, made some cheeky photos, for my future sexting adventures, and it was all fun, and very, very exciting.

Never saw that going any further, I was not interested in a real man, from flesh and blood, and I was ok with it, until...

One of those weekends, it was morning, I just got online, and the guy I had some fun with a few times, was there. We started sexting, he asked me what am I doing, if I am alone, and I said yes . Then he told me he would love to come over, I responded - me too. Now, till this point we never talked about our location, and he asked me where I am from. When I said it, he smiled - we live in the same city, not such an outrageous coincidence, considering I live in a small country in Europe.

And I gave him my adress.

I waited for him for about an hour, and in that period of time, I was elated at one point, while shivering in fear the next. I couldn't wait for him to touch me, and at the same time thought how I would end up dead, since he must be some lunatic, god knows what he will do to me.

He wasn't, he was just a married guy, whose wife and kids are away often, during the weekends. I didn't know what to do, how to behave, so I ended up opening the door in a one piece lingerie. He kissed me on the doorstep, and we went straight to the bedroom.

He was still fully clothed, when he went down on me. I was so sex starved, that I think I came in a few minutes, but honestly, I do not know, it might have been an hour, since I was totally out of it. When I looked down, after getting back my senses, he was already naked, big, fully erect, and standing by the bed. I went down on my knees so fast, and it tasted so good. I was never a fan of sucking, I did it many times, but this was the first one, that I fully enjoyed. I wanted to swallow it, I licked his balls, kissed his leg, rubbed his cock against my face, while burning from lust.

He bent me over the bed, with my knees still on the floor, moved my onepiece to the side, and I felt his hand on my clit. I was so wet, that with every move, I made that sound, you know... Then I felt his lips on my bottom, and eventually, his tongue on my anus. At that moment, the realization that I didn't shave that, made me anxious, but as he continued to work on it with his full tongue, made me relaxed, once again.

That was another thing I never experienced, and it was good, and his hand was doing all the right things, and I was so close, when he pulled my hand down, and guided me, to continue it, by myself. I did, and he stood up, I could her the condom wrapper break, and I loved the idea that he is standing there, looking at me, as I pleasured myself, while moving my hips in a circular motion. I wanted him so badly, and I didn't want to cum before he enters, and I was so close, so damn close, when I felt his head on my anus.

I wanted to protest, to say something, since, that was another thing I never experienced, but I was so close, and as he started going in, slowly, inch by inch, pull out almost fully, and start going back in, even slower, I started cumming so hard, that it made me sob.

I guess that was too much for him too, so he grabbed my hair, thrusted four or five times, really fast, and really hard, and started roaring like a fucking lion. It did hurt, but it was the sweetest pain I ever felt.

I was so weak, that I couldn't even make coffee, so he did. We talked till sunset, when he had to go. He told me we will do this often, he told me he is mesmerized by me, he told it, and went away.

His profile got deleted the same night. I can't say that I am surprised, but I am disappointed. Still, I have no regrets, that one afternoon, was the highlight of my sex life, from the day I was born. And it brought a lots of self esteem back, I am now trying to better myself in more ways than one.

I still have my weekends, and this is my first free weekend, since it happened, at the end of October. I am not looking for anything right now, and who knows, weekends like that one might never happen again, but who knows.

And that is it.

P.S. I hope you won't judge.

She was a friend of Dave's who I stayed with. Not enough beds in the beach side house. We slept wherever we could find a space.

I'd been out with Dave and was a bit drunk. We usually would just crash wherever. Linda was a house mate. Ex druggie come cleatarn apparently. From over east. Dirty blonde, shortish, early 20s.

As I crashed I noticed Linda was on a mattress on the floor in the adjoining room. Window was open (no central AC) and the room door was ajar. I was horny.

It was early morning (2am) when I went into her room. I was not sure what I was doing but lay down on the mattress. Linda was fast asleep. I started touching her gently. Legs, upper thighs. Took a long time. She had on a T shirt and only panties underneath.
My cock was getting so hard. Linda was still asleep and I was more and more daring. She was on her back so eventually I managed to move her nightie up enough to see her panties. I only had shorts on and I had pulled them down enough for my cock to pop out.
I’d been touching her legs and eventually her breasts for awhile and was just so desperate but also so frightened. However I decided to be a little more daring and I moved my head down between her legs. I started nuzzling her panties and I could smell it. The musk. I could feel her mound through her panties and I knew she was still asleep so I carefully moved her panties over to one side. I could see her blondish pubes in the dim light of the open window. Her labia were still sealed but I was young and didn’t really understand what that meant.
My cock was aching so hard. I had started licking her mound, hoping she’d respond but she just grunted a bit. Moving carefully back up I kept my weight off her with my elbows and knees – she was a genuine back sleeper so I could get on top without pressing on her. My cock was stiff, my shorts around my knees and I could see it getting close to her panties. Eventually I had manoeuvred enough for my cock to start touching her pubes.
By now though my weight had been moving the mattress around and Linda was stirring, she must have been half asleep still but I reached down and holding my cock in my right hand and resting my weight off her I started trying to jab it into her. She was a little dry and I couldn’t get her labia to open…. I pulled my right hand up and spat into it and wiped the head of my cock and tried again. This time I got her labia to part but she was waking up. I realised then that she thought I was someone else (an ex?) and didn’t know it was me as she was sighing or groaning in pleasure. It was dark enough and her eyes were closed that I guess she didn’t recognize it was not her ex.
Her legs were flat on the mattress but I kept pushing in gently and I guess Linda helped a bit and I felt my glans enter her. I was young and stupid and impatient and I immediately thrust in hard. Linda fully awoke and realised immediately I was a stranger and started to resist and tried to get my cock back out by pulling back.
I shifted off my elbows and lifted her legs up and then pinned them down by both hands. Her upper body was mobile but her torso and hips held down. She had almost managed to get me out but once I had her pinned she stopped resisting. I assumed this mean consent so I started thrusting again. I could feel her tight cunt so well … it was dry but then to my surprise as I kept thrusting it became easier. I could really drive in all the way. Linda was completely silent – just breathing hard. With her legs pinned back her pussy was a lot more penetrable and I was able to do full thrusts finally and get my pubic bone hard onto hers. After a few mins I started grinding hard on her pubic bone and I decided to bit hard on a nipple. Her arms had been at that point trying to push me off but then they were on my ass cheeks pulling me in as I was grinding. I was so hard that I was able to shift up a bit and use the rigidity in my cock to start pushing on her pubic bone. Suddenly I felt her finger in my ass and she said “You’re raping me you know so I’m raping you”. I didn’t say anything but just kept pushing my cock in. I could feel her starting to tent. She kept saying this is rape. I then bent down and put my mouth on hers, keeping my tongue inside my mouth. She bite my lip hard. I kept thrusting but knew I wouldn’t last. She knew I was close and moved her finger out my ass and tried to reach down between us to get my cock out but gave up as she felt me come and I felt her cunt contract on me. I didn’t care and with regret mixed with desire felt myself ejaculate into her with 5 squirts. She was so angry. I pulled out and rolled off and she was hissing and swearing under her breath and then ran off to the bathroom. I went to the other room and went to sleep.

In the morning she was still there. We never talked about it. We actually went for a drive together. I left a day later and never saw her again. 10 years later approx Dave asked me “what was it like fucking Linda and the memories came back. I guess they’d heard”.

I made a transition, from a vibrant sexual life, to marriage, some ten years ago. It was time, I was going into my 30's, and my, now husband, is a decent man I respect, and love. Our home is filled with love and kindness, our kids are nice and well behaved, we have no financial problems whatsoever, and everything is just fine, as it is.

Now, since I am here, you would say, that there might be some dissatisfaction, and that might be true to some extent, but first, I have visited this and similar place before I even met him, and in general, there is no problem with sex, he is still a very good and generous lover, and frequency of our love making didn't slow down (maybe it did, just a bit, but that is normal).

My confession is, that recently, he asked me about my previous relationship, and I answered that I had a few. He told me than, that he had been with three women before me, and kind of went into detail of their relationships, not the sex part, and I guess he is expecting me to do the same, but I evaded the subject.

Now, he didn't say anything, but I felt he was a bit angry because I kept quiet, and now is even more pushing in that direction, and I am laughing it off with "lady never tells", but he won't stop. And, I am a lady, if you saw me on the street, the way I dress, the way I behave, talk, you would think - that is one fine lady.

The thing is, I am in a dilemma, what should I say to him, that he is my third or forth man, so, to lie, or to tell him the truth? I do not want to keep anything from him, we have a wonderful relationship with mutual trust, but this thing just made a dent in that trust, will he believe me if I lie, and will he think low of me, if I tell him the truth?

The other night, I tried to make some account, and it was a surprise to me as well, for some ten years that I was sexually active, before meeting him, I had sex with 54 different men, and I am not even sure that I haven't forgot some, plus, this number doesn't include pettings and few occasional blow jobs which never went past that.

At the time, it didn't feel as much, when you think of it, it is like, 5 guys per year on average, but added up, makes me look really, really bad, and I am not bad, I was just having fun, and I never cheated on him, and I don't intend to, nor I have the urge to do so.

If I tell him, will this shatter my image of a "lady wife"? What should I think of, first, honesty, or his image of me?

Told this to my therapist, she told me to keep my mouth shut, that such a thing can destroy a marriage, since men are egoistic and vain, so, some help guys, what would you like me to do, if you were in my husband's shoes?

LOL..
If 3 inch is not enough then one might need to look up where their sexual organs are..
I have seen so many talk of not wanting their clit touched because it was too sensitive and turn around and say something like this.. LOL.

An alpha could pole you for his pleasure or an hour...

Or someone warm and sweet could hold and lightly touch you all over while kissing and slow finger you to the edge and keep you near there for the same hour and love just being so close only skin touching....

Lol, look at how one gets degraded and used over someone who never would and truly cares for your feelings...

Well... If body shame in now fine then from what I see in posts they will move to dress you up in degrading masks and write degrading words all over your body to show off to others what an alpha they are and how your the new 3 hole toy...

Read their posts... ALL of them... Do not see a trend when size goes up? no? lol.

If size means so much then take the huge alpha who posts your 3 holes only and have a nice life as the 3 inch keeps learning even more ways to share time with another warm caring human.

Karma.. You shame, well there are many who play that too who happen to be hung and think just as I said... Just look around... If that is your thing being a rag doll and inferior to them then never jump on the "to body shame and degrade someone is wrong" wagon. That wagon is for who truly means it is not right for any one to do that to any body with no exception...

After over 60 years of being a gentleman and treating as I was raised to treat from day one and never good enough no matter how much of my life I gave to others truly caring for their issues to just be trashed after they were done being around someone they could talk to and feel safe and all the things they just toss when back on there feet..... Well, I never did find anyone who cried and felt for others as I did... I only got used then degraded. I never gave up... Now told too old on top of it all it just seems to have taken almost all my heart and soul I gave with care away...

Where did the good ones go is something I hear asked...
Where you tossed them.. In the trash.

Whats left is who you think so much of...

Happy now?

First to dislike shows I nailed it and touched a nerve.
If your a great person reading this then why do you think I am talking about you in the way I wrote?
Your not the issue...

If someone sees how treating someone as if they are not human is wrong and gets the pain and hurt that does not let me have a self image worth a thing when I started with one as a kid happy and only being nice, helping,caring and as one says you should be taught to be then one would think one would care how bad one was done and show support as I did for others and if lucky got nothing back.. If not lucky then in time got seen as weak and now was the gender to take all of ones anger out on to so they felt they told that gender off... But in truth they punched right into ones heart and soul hurting someone who cared....

I wish the ones who say they do not stand for degrading others in any way would have explained that to who seem to gain power and life back into them by attacking mine.

I truly am lost as to what to do.
I fear showing any feelings that tear at me to help and care for someone truly needing it as that's how I always got took down to depressing levels in the end.
I take care of and sadly seen so many relatives pass in time...
The pain felt the same but it was for someone I cared about now lost and I can do no more for them.
Then the main thing I hear is what a looser I am for not having much to show for it...

Funny,,, I have a heart and soul that needed to be with and care for who needed someone to help and was loved for all I gave up to do so...
Can one who degrades ones size and how they picked family over things that could care less what I did for them to show a little cash that never would be enough for anyone anyway?

I seem to be shown the worst in people...
One day I hope to see the best who can see it in me too.

So far, I wait as others shame, degrade, force, hurt, abuse, use and what ever this way many seem to see fit to do to others while I hope very hard someone out there is looking not for that but for what I have always been and it be more than enough...

How much do you think it takes to remove one who saw they did good and did as raised and parents were always proud how I was to make my doubt myself and how they saw me from what others slam at me and I hear and been called so many things just because I am male that I do not like that I was anymore but know what ever the outside I will still have the same inside so to try and change only the body one thinks they see is not a win if that's all they cared to judge me on anyway...

I am born male. I do not think it is special or anything. I wonder at times if there would have been any difference if not male but then I would have been born female and then the males I see degrading females would just do to me what females did. So no difference. I keep what I am.

Will the shame and degrading ever be traded in for caring and thing of others? I feel I will never know...

I was, I might still be one of the good ones... It is not easy to see in my self anymore.

But who cares anymore to show another they do have value as they are and that is what they want in someone and wants me and will bring the love and warmth back that I hid to protect it...

No one.. Was told by someone who was a mess and I was by their side till they could take on the world that a male has to pick them self up, No one ever does it for them, they are male and that's how it is... If I thought that way of others then so many would have not found who they needed in that time they were in...

I will never understand...
I fear the years I have left if already most of them are gone with no one to be there for me in my need.

was all the shame and degrading worth it seeing what I feel now?
Seeing how what I could with easy show for another is hidden in fear and pain?
Was pushing who I was out of life with others as fun and full filling as one hoped?
Does anyone see a change needed in how people treat another?

I guess that's up to who reads and if they truly look around and see it is not one sided and so many good ones on all sides pay and not who should...