So who loves mutual masterbation. Also does anyone else get heavy uncontrollable jerking and muscle spasm with each jolt

I can't cum unless I am having or fantasizing about being used like the set of fuckholes I was so obviously born to be. I wish I had a group chat of people near me IRL who talk about passing me around, and post images and videos of how they're having fun with me for everyone else to enjoy. They negotiate who gets to keep me which nights, how to train me, and what to make me wear. I'm expected to serve at any time, any place like a good cuntboy. I have to use my cocksleeve of a body and milk cock after cock because this is my true purpose in life.

I want to be groped constantly. Whether or not sex comes from it I need to be touched constantly. I want to be perpetually wet and hard and moments away from cumming so that when a hard cock needs to dump a load inside my cunt, I am prepared to cum on it near immediately, using every spasm to help milk the cum out of whoever's cock is inside me.

I want to be auctioned off for the evening or weekend every Friday afternoon.

I love watching my wife sleep. I love the way she places her head under my arm and digs her forehead in my chest when she faces and cuddles with me. I love how she places my leg in between hers and lands her butt to just touch my groin when we spoon. I love seeing the back of her ears and how close it is to be when we sleep. I love seeing her in her towel after she has taken a bath. I love kissing and smelling her while her body is still warm and steaming. I love how she giggles and pretend to not like it when I drop her towel and touch her boobs. I love how she crinkles her nose when she's mad, I love the cute faces she makes when she's talking to the dog. I love how she smiles and laughs when we talk. I love how her face looks, her a little uneven eyelids, her "just right" lips and her baby cheeks. I love watching her figure when she's in her underwear trying to pick something to wear. I love how she leans over the counter when she prepares food. I love it when she tells me she loves me out of the blue and hold and squeeze my hand. I love her cougar mom body. I love the way she makes "the look" when she wants to have sex later. I love how embarrassed and red she gets when she snorts. I love the way she plays with the pen when she's thinking. I love the way she gets close to me when we're out. I love the way she penguin walks out of the room to fart. I love the way she drifts into space when reading. I love how she open her mouth when she sleeps at the car when we're I'm driving.

Of course I love having sex with my wife too. I love to position ourselves in front of the mirror and watch her cum while I finger her from behind. I love how her tummy spasms hard when she cums. I love how her pussy grips my penis when she says "harder". I love it when she sits reverse cowgirl style and bends over to show me her pussy and asshole after getting a wax. I love when she goes down on me and starts moaning while she blows. I love how she gets off bed, gets a towel, places it at the edge of bed before lying back down with her legs spread out. I love how she says "chow time, enjoy" when I'm about to get down her. I love it when she tries to walk with her legs closed to the bathroom to pee after cumming.

Will add more when I remember more.

Favorite hooker experiences?

Been seeing hookers since I was 18 and consider myself a connoisseur of hotel whores and street meat. I've probably seen close to 50-60 girls in the time since my first and I even prefer sex with them over my girlfriends. Just started seeing a girl 2 months ago and already been to see 2 different girls in that time. Nothing like texting my bitch while finishing on the face of a working slut.

Some favorite memories off the top of my head

Desperate 18 year old looked in the classifieds and rang up the cheapest bitch. Got there and it was a 60 year old woman who looked like shit but had nice tits. Fucked her raw watching the action in a mirror then titty fucked her until I violently started jerking off and came in her face. Nasty whore but a lot of fun.

Short skinny Asian mature in an apartment complex. Had a shower with her and then brought her out on the bed. Fucked her doggy but she was complaining about the pain from my size. She went into missionary and i started to put it in but she said it was too much. I kept pushing it in a little deeper then watching as she squirmed and went cross-eyed and asked me to pull out. I kept pushing it in a little more than stopping to watch her. After it was all the way in she was completely cross eyed and spasming I started to pound the shit out of her then came in her face. She just laid there after I was done and getting dressed and had trouble walking me to the door on my way out. Gave her a little tip. 

When I was young, I married for money. He was much older than me, I was in my 20s... Such a cliche. And ,as it happens, when I turned 37, he left me a younger model. One might say, I was in luck. Never worked a day in my life, got financially settled, I am still young, so, the world is mine.

Except, it isnt. I am aware of my looks, I looked good back then, I still look good, way better than women my age. But, since our marriage ended, I am lonely.

I havent had sex in 5 years, since then. I still have my needs, which I fulfill in places like this one, but my sex life is dead.

I suffer from autumn/winter blues, so last September I decided to do something about it, go back to the gym, or go to dancing lessons. A friend of mine, while smiling mysteriously, told me that she can recommend her trainer. We giggled like school girls, while she told me how good looking he is.

A young guy, in his early 20s, built like Tarzan, with long hair, and the widest shoulders I ever saw. I started acting like a teen. Joking about how my pancakes would ruin his diet, trying to look the best I could for him. He was flirty too (I still got it), joking "someone is excited to see me" once, when my nipples were piercing through my top.

Eventually, I gathered some courage to ask him to "come by after he is done, on pancakes". He said that I am his last one for the day, and that I just have to wait for him to shower.

As soon as we got inside, he grabbed my by my waist, and kissed me. He is so tall, big and strong, my knees gave up, I almost fell.

I felt his hands on my shoulders - "suck my cock".

I have thought about him many times, in my alone time, and I imagined him, so strong, taking me in his arms, and carrying me to bed, then making passionate love to me. But here I am, on my knees, with his cock in my mouth.

Not much has passed, and I felt, by his grunting, spasming and behavior, that he is about to cum, so I pulled him out, and finished him off with my hand.

He tapped me on my head, like I was a dog, and went into the bathroom.

Such an anticlimax. All the excitement has gone, evaporated into the thin air.

When he got out, he mumbled something about how he is in a rush, and got out.

On our next appointment, I came back to my normal self. I was cold, distanced and uninterested. He noticed that, and asked if everything is alright. I asked him, will he ever finish the pancakes, he missed on last time.

"Nah, I'm good."

So, that is my story of a glorious single life.

I confess that I miss the brutal anal sex sessions with Stella, I was fascinated by how she sucked my cock and squeezed the glans with her lips and when she deep throated, feeling how she squeezed with the spasms of her throat... but she didn't let me cum in her throat, she always wanted me to fill her anus, she asked me to put it hard and all at once and as deep as possible, she liked to ride the cock and cum hard with her ass full...

Breed her strong smelling butthole till your cock begins spasming and spitting semen into her smelly ass

I have a confession to make. This is real. I hate my sister. My little whore cunt fuck dumb slut little sister is 19, she's a whore in college. And I want her to suffer. I want to kidnap her, torture her and kill her slowly. I want her to truly suffer. I want to get real close to her face and tell her how much Ive always hated her fucking guts, and how she's such a peice of shit that her own brother is going to rape and murder her. I'd tell her everyone hates her guts all along, our family talks about her constantly, her friends hate her, I want her to piss herself on my cock while I plunge a knife in her chest and feel her pussy spasm. Fuck her to hell and back.

My Lord please please stop this madness I beg You. Please have Your toy she begs You. It’s tormenting and this hornyness is choking me.. making knot after knot.. my insides tender and raw. Begging and nervous in same time. I know Your bite, it’ll make spasm in pleasure and pain.. Your prey Hunter is already squirming, and the very blood is stinging carrying so many desires with every flow

Perhaps this is similar location but it feels fitting with how little slave feels. The anticipation while walking in that ice cold water, like thousands daggers piercing through my skin making it in state of fight, my blood to freeze and my heart racing so fast in spasm. I am Your toy and it’s clear by now that You can toy with me in every way you desire. I never knew when You will flip me upside down. But I beg you my Lord don’t let me drown like this, without Your attention. I know it’s been a bit. But You make my body and mind tormented. Your toy just wants to know and to hear You at least for short. And she grabs just like she grabs for air, she grabs for her Master every sec of the day. We did said there is nothing bad in it...

How we met . I was on my way home from working overnight at the hospital and he pulled me over for speeding. I was going very fast. I had dropped the top on the convertible and took off my scrub top to get some sun. He was just about to be off but I was going so fast he pulled me over. When he got to the window I could tell he was interested. I flirted a bit and he flirted a bit. He said he was going to let me off with a warning. I just suggested that I might need to be frisked because you never know what weapons I might have. I got out of the car and he started frisking me. He stepped up closer and I could feel his dick pressing against me. Next thing he knew I had flipped him over in the back of my car and had his pants down. I put my knee on the small of his back and spit on that tight cop hole. I did not waist my time with just one finger, I slammed 2 in all the way to third knuckle. He screamed out of pain and excitement. I leaned close to his ear and told him I was going to take it. He said, do what you want. His hole was tight so I grabbed the night stick and started pushing it in. I did now that it was also a taser but then it fired off. It was at the point of his prostate and as the electricity pulsed through him he spasmed and convulsed and his cock erupted under him. I could see the cum oozing out from under him. When I finally realized what happened I released the mechanism and he collapsed and went limp. What kind of person would I have been not to test and see if that is what it was so I pressed the button again. He moan, jerked, and came again. I scooped up some of his spunk and used it as lube when I ragdolled his muscular bubble butt and deposited a load or 2 deep in him. I rolled him over and kept rubbing the knob of his huge cock that I know had to be tender. I grabbed his cock and balls in one hand and squeezed and twisted. Then I rared back and slapped him in the face several times until he woke up. I told him to get dressed and get out of my car. Then told him I was going home and he had better get his ass gear if he wanted to meet me there. He followed me home. Walked in the house where he was pushed to the floor and told to get ready because he was my whore-boy. That was 20 years ago and he is still here, in fact he is curled up at my feet sleeping now. Tell me what else you would have done.