II confess i read my moms journal when i shouldnt of. ill tell you about it now

am looking for some advice from a bunch of random people as i feel you might be more honest.
Im 28, i barely get by in life and live on my own. I see my mother all the time, but she is real real poor.
shes incapable of working a job and heavily in debt. She lost her husband and he left us with all these bills.
My mom has been depressed for awhile and hasnt eaten out or gone out in awhile. I have tried helping but theres just no way i can make her happy.

A few months ago, my mom met this guy she was seeing and she told me how excited she was to see him. She was truly in love and was so happy and i liked seeing her like that. i met the guy and was happy when i noticed how sucessful the guy is. He is super rich, clean etc, and i was proud of my mother for meeting a man who seemed nice and was taking care of her. My mom was happier, was dressing super nice, had bought a new laptob etc, gone out to nice dinners and everything was ok.... but in the back of my mind i was really wondering "why is this guy being so nice to my mom,hes younger and can clearly spoil any model and get interest" I dont mean to sound rude toward my mom she looks fine i guess but he can do better, but thats not what this isabout, its just gone past my mind thinking what he sees in her. MY suspicions were correct finally when i came across my moms journal.

I shouldnt of read it, but my moms always been a writer. She always expresses her feelings and writes her thoughts down. Very outsoken. So i read the 1st page where she started talking about her new boyfriend, basically it started out with her saying she thought she found the right guy etc and loves him, he treats her so good blabla.... and at the end of it she said something about withholding sex to find out if shes feeling it a few dates later after finding out what kinda guy he is. I read by a few pages and she confesses that she is heads over heals for him and decided to just give him "oral sex" she claims that he said it was the best he ever had and everythign was ok.. I kept reading and one of the latest pages expained what i thought all along and it makes me sad, and i dont know what to do.

The page stated with"i feel like a sexslave" it starts where she talked about"i just wanted to make him happy" to "he wants it all the time". My mother wrote about how the guy will just sit and watch a football game, or stay on the computer for 2-3 hours and call her over to suck his cock. He never wants sex, he just works online alot and watches movies, and tv and sports and just wants to sit back and get his dick sucked. My mother wrote that she blew him for 3 hours before, then ate dinner and blew him another few hours. She said she feels worthless. She said she tried telling him that she wanted to tone it down but the guy said"you are my toy you do what i say" and told her if she stops then hes leaving . My mother wrote, besides the blowjob thing, when we're out and stuff everything is fine its just his constant need for wanting her to blow him is way too much and he doesnt care she doesnt want to. Sheclaims she wants to stop but doesnt want to lose the godo moneyfree life.

i dont know what to do? the guy is a blowjob maniac i guess but hes not abusive or anything physically. he/along with myself enjoy a good cockworshipper but shes just not into it so often.

I confess i went to a local forest preserve and a well known cruising spot to get a blowjob. First an old man old enough to be my grandpa, mind you im only 19. followed me deep into the woods but had not interest in sucking my cock just jerking it off. I respectfully declined and kept on walking through the offbeat trail... Not even 5 minutes down the trail i find two men in their 40's one eating out the others ass. I walked by staring at them touching myself and continued to walk for a minute, then turned back and headed to them and without saying a word, dropped my shorts and made the guy getting rimmed suck my dick. The second i dropped my shorts the other male stopped rimming him and started fucking his ass while watching him suck my cock. I blew my load without telling the guy and he as he goes to spit out the cum in his mouth i accidentally gave him a facial. I picked up my shorts and walked away, not even saying thank you. Dont know how long they stayed there and fucked but ya, It felt really good to blow my load with a random stranger in nature. Anyone else ever done something like this?

Okay, so, I'm 19 (male and bi) and something totally awesome but really hilarious happened recently... My boss at work who is like in her late 40s kind of randomly came on to me the other day.

She's actually pretty hot, even though she probably goes tanning a little too often (she's blonde, in shape and has a cute face) but yeah, anyway, she apparently broke up with her husband of like 20 years or something not too long ago. I didn't think much of her coming on to me since we've had kind of a flirty back-and-forth thing going for a while, but then YESTERDAY, she seriously just asked me outright if I wanted a blowjob. (actually what she said was, "you probably think I do this all the time, but I don't... can I suck your cock?")

I was like too shocked to say anything, and she seriously just put her hand down my pants, took out my dick, got on her knees and started sucking it in her office (we work at a retail store... wont say which one though, lol) I didn't stop her because, well, whose gonna argue with a hot woman sucking your dick? haha. She even swallowed, which for some reason girls my age are retarded about.

Okay, anyway, the reason this is actually funny is because I'm bi, and kind of lean towards guys more than girls, and I've been wanting to fuck her 16 year old son for like months now. He works with us (wasn't there when the bj happened though)

so now im kind of hoping more than ever that I can somehow seduce this kid. High school boys are fucking weird in what they want and how they act though, so I dunno... he's probably totally straight. But it would be kind of awesome to say I got a blowjob from my hot boss AND her hot son, haha. I don't live in some fairy tale world where I think I can get the two of them at once, but just doing it separately would be cool. She actually knows I'm bi, so maybe she knows I'm kind of into him... I don't know.

Oh, my icon up there is my boss (blurry photo, sorry) it's her facebook profile pic which I think she intends to make her look younger, haha. I'll try and get her to send me some pics if people are interested...

I play something I call "Masturbation Roulette".

The rules are simple.

Use a photo manger to do a slideshow of your wank bank and make sure they are shuffled or random. These pictures can be your own personal collection.

1. Jerk off normal speed while a girl you don't know is on screen.
2. Speed up for girls you do know
3. Family members or girls you had sexual acts with you rub the head of your cock

Whoever it lands on when you cum, becomes your little girlfriend for the day.

So I landed on this sexy lesbian I know named Kayla. I want a blowjob from her and also creampie her pussy and try to knock her up.

I've never confessed this before- about 5 years ago I was going to an adult bookstore regularly. The sounds of porn and the thought of others getting off around me was really doing it for me.
The one night I was stroking my cock and this older gentleman stood in the doorway, staring at my prick and I could see him starting to rub himself over his pants.

I was so turned on watching the porn and knowing he was getting turned on watching me stroke. Next thing I know he's on his knees and grabs my dick. I was so shocked and he whispered, "it will feel just like a woman sucking you."

I wasn't quite sure what to do but I was so turned on and hard that I didn't put up much of a fight. 

He starting sucking me so hard and deep. It was incredible head. He was grabbing my ass and pulling me deep into his throat. My cock was throbbing and he was unrelenting.

Next thing I know, a younger guy is standing in the doorway with his dick out. He's jerking his cock (possibly the longest I've ever seen) watching and encouraging this older man sucking my prick.

That was enough for me...my head went back in ecstacy and I unloaded a huge load that he happily slurped up. The younger guy blew into a tissue he was holding.

The older man kept sucking me until every drop was drained and my cock was starting to soften. He stood up and the younger guy said, "nice work boys" and they both left me sitting there.

I don't consider myself gay by any stretch but fuck me if it wasn't one of the hottest blowjobs of my life. I still get hard thinking of it.

Am I the only one on here that considers themself straight but would let a random man suck them dry?

I gotta confess that I love sucking cock so much I have to fight the urge to follow random guys into public bathrooms (I lose often). The best night I had so far was at a party where it got late and almost everyone left except for me and 4 guys. I sucked them all and let them cum all over my face and body (ruined my blouse). I gave a guy a blowjob in the back of an almost empty bus once just because he had on nice clothes and good cologne. Thankfully I live in a decent size city and can move around to suck random cocks without a chance of being recognized. The feeling of a hard cock in my mouth is better to me than getting fucked. Gagging it down my throat until I almost pass out is amazing and cum tastes better than anything else in the world.

Thank you Motherless. You have helped motivate me to turn my wife into the slut I always wanted her to be. 
Years ago I posted here. Complaining that my sex life was boring. My wife had been a sexy slut all through her young life. Then married me and “settled down.”  So, with your help, I went to work. 
Begging. Teasing. Testing. Planting seeds. Reassuring. For years. First, she took Some baby steps. Talked to old boyfriends. Watched some hotwife porn. During sex I’d talk dirty about imagining her with another man. 
She broke the ice by visiting an ex. Oral.  Then again. Vaginal but he pulled out. Then vaginal and he cream pied her. And we’re off. Her visits became regular. Then she got a regular bull. He was into some crazy stuff. Fisted her. Tied her up. Double vaginal penetration with toys. She hooks up with a couple. She eats pussy. Has threesomes. Foursomes. She’s giving a random guy a blowjob in his truck. I thought it couldn’t get better.  She even starts connecting with random guys on various platforms sharing nudes and doing shows for them. The best.  Until…
She goes to this swingers club with her couple.  She’s actually pretty excited. I tell her to make me proud and be as naughty as she can be. I’ll spare you the build up… even though it’s pretty amazing. End of the night.  Her couple goes off to have an MMF. She connects with 3 couples. One of the wives asks if she would like to “fuck with us.” My wife agrees. She ends up fucking two of the men. No condoms. One guy cums in her pussy once. The other one cums in her pussy twice.  The best part. When she gets home and tells me this, I ask, “ What were their Names?” She thought for a minute… “Maybe one was named Mike?” 
From uptight prude. To taking three loads of cum from two strangers in one night. Mission accomplished. 

I am 50 yrs old and had 2 successful marriages and both of them have died. I have a clean criiminal record, up until a few days ago where i will confess to getting arrested for hiring a prostitute and making a deal for sex in exchange for money..

I hate cops with all my heart after what they put me thru, i would never arrest a man like me for my'crime"
Heres what happened : I went onto craigslist and found an ad of a girl who had a post claiming she needed help because she was new in town and just wanted some company. Nothing sexual was in there but there were hints there of course but i knew she would be an easy target. She was a young 22 yr old, seemingly shy and small. . I wrote her and told her
i had the day free and I can meet her wherever she wanted to just talk or whatever. She told me to meet her at Wendys and we can get to know each other over a meal. I said ok fine.

I arrived and she was sitting alll alone in the back near the bathrooms. It was pretty dead in there and i got us some food and she was telling me how she had no friends, was hurting for money and didnt really know what she was going to do, and just needed someone to talk too. Just allll those signs that she was an easy target. So i told her"i can be your friend you know....." and she said"welll what about all my money problems blabla" I said"id love to spend alot of time with you, im lonely, ill treat you special like you deserve" She smiled. I said"i want you to make me happy in a way a woman can for a man" She giggled and started asking questions asking what shes worth etc and what i wanted . I said i wanted to have sex and she said she didnt feel comfy going to my house for that since we just met but she said"well there is a bathrooom" I then suggested"ok how about i give you 50 dollars and my phone number and you call me whenever you need money and want to come to my house" I then told her" i want a sloppy blowjob in the bathroom follow me in"She agreed. We got in the stall and she said " ok 50 dollars and i give you head deal?" and then sex later for a few hundred" I saiid"deal, and handed her the money. She backed off a little bit and i heard a bang, police police, they came out, pushed me up against the wall and cuffed me.

I was asked"what are you doing " I said" Absolutely nothing of your business" Guy said"do you know paying for sex is illegal in this state and you can serve time for this" I said"yes " Officer said"use your head next time we're gonna bring you in" Then a female officer came over and said"why not find a nice girl"?
I called her a bitch. I looked at the 3 officers and called THEM the fuckin criminals. I said"that is my money i earned working, it is the girls decision whats she wants to do with her body, we are both legal adults why is it any of your guys' business what i want to do" Female cunt said"prostitution ruins our neighborhoods and its a crime and theres other ways to get what you want" I looked at her and said "who are you to tell me that i cant randomly meet a whore and bang her out? what if i dont want a relationship and i just want sex" She looked at me like i was a pig. I told her "you are just wasting time and all police power catching the real crooks andnot some man who just wants some head.

I was publically humiliated and looked at like was this big badguy and brought to the station and everything. Had to go to court. All this is bullshit. If you are a cop and go thru with your job for arresting men for this YOU are a fuckin scumbag im sorry. Absolutely pathetic that im not allowed to go out and live my life ow the fuck i want to live it. "catching me" in the act isnt going to stop me, or clean the neighborhood like they say. Its not gonna stop the whore either. . We are going to just be inconvieneced and then come back another day. Im actually looking for another whore but i know the exact things to say and ask for now so this doesnt happen again. I even fuckin told them im going to meet more craigslist whores whether they like it or not

Me and three mates went out last weekend looking to fuck some random girls, we did the usual shit, go clubbing, buying girls drinks etc.

one of them went home with a pretty cute girl (7/10) after afew drinks.

We all managed to get 1 or 2 numbers each, with a make out and a good feel of some tits as the night went on, so not an unsuccessful evening.

As it got to around 2am the remaining three of us thought our night was pretty much done,
We thought fuck it and went to the only shithole still open at that time of night.

That brings in these 3 train wrecks, sat all sad as fuck in one corner. Almost jokingly given they were the only unaccompanied girls in there we bought them each a $3 shot and went over,

After about 10 minutes of conversation we all had them in seperate taxis back to ours.

I had the grimace on the right, took a good two minutes to get her naked once she was back to mine (not a pretty sight) but what followed was hands down the best blowjob I've ever received in my life.

She was choking and gagging, pushing it into her cheek and slapping her face, she sucked my balls, spat on my dick and slapped it off her face. 10 out of fucking 10.

She gave it a good ride and I came on her tits, gave it another quick ride in the morning and fucked off with no hassle.

I met up with my mates the next night to discuss how our nights went, apparently butter face on the left rode bareback and swallowed a load. And fatty in the middle liked it real rough, getting slapped, hair pulling and getting him to spit in her mouth.

I'm meeting up with a girl whose number I got earlier that night (she's considerably hotter 6/10) but I know she either won't put out or definitely not put on that kind of show,

Do ugly girls fuck better?
Plus which one of them would you consider the biggest grenade (I still think mine was the ugliest)

Thanks guys

I'm a guy, mid-forties, been with my wife over twenty years. We've had a pretty good time together, she's bi so there have been other women around, but my confession is that I'm thirsty for a guy's cum. I watch blowjob videos and get jealous of both the guy and girl, see creampie vids and wish I could lick it clean. Sometimes I lick out my wife after fucking her and get so hard I bang her again!

I know, everyone's gonna say "So just go suck a dick!" or "Find some guy to fuck your wife!" but the thing is, as much as I would like to lick and suck a cock to drain a ballsack of cum down my throat, I pretty much hate other men. Can barely stand to be around them, hate having to deal with them at work or in public and can't stand the idea of having to meet one long enough to make a friend we could do anything with.

My wife understands what I want and would like to see me suck a cock but doesn't want us to just do some random guy and maybe catch some disease, or worse a stalker of some kind who won't leave us alone after. She's even willing to let another guy bang her so I could lick her out but doesn't want just anybody, she says she'd need to at least know and trust the guy first (I hate that idea but just keep telling her "we'll see). We've considered finding a couple so it wouldn't be just the guy but I still can't stand the idea of getting to know any guy as a "friend" for any reason. We also live in a fairly small town so NOTHING is ever private.

So, there you go. My wife doesn't want "random cock" so Cragslist and the local gloryhole shop are out, I don't want a "friend's cock" so getting to know someone is out. If you've got any suggestions, want to judge me or make fun of me, have at it.

Ok so I'll post this in Random because I don't know where else to put it. I've had sex with over 30 women in my life and my wife was like, #17 or so. We've been together for over 25 years, I banged a few between our "first time" and the time we finally got together and I've fucked quite a few since. We've shared several pussies, she's had a couple on her own and I've banged a few then went home and fucked her while telling her all about it. She had a married girlfriend for a while, fucked her husband a couple times and came home to tell me about it. We shared that chick too (without him) and licking her pussy with my wife then filling it full of cum so my wife could lick it out was awesome. Things have slowed down in the last year or so, but deep down inside we're both still whores. Even though it's not happening right now my wife still wants more cunt on her tongue and she loves the idea of me fucking some random chick and whispering how good it was in her ear while I bang her. I know I'm a lucky guy, I know not everyone finds the right person to share their fantasies with, but my wife and I are perfect together. I mean, we went on a road trip a couple months ago and she encouraged me as I stood out in the open at 2 different rest areas and jerked off while she smoked a joint. She's dirty as hell, even talked me into going to our local porn store and trying the "gloryhole" thing. I only got a little action but it was enough for her to stay turned on all night long. She's told me to go back but there's too much going on and so far the one thing she won't do is go with me (yet). Anyways, I just wanted to brag a little about how lucky I am, hope no one gets too bummed out or jealous. Oh, did I mention that she had a lot of dental problems when she was young and just went ahead and got her teeth pulled 23 years ago? Toothless blowjobs are FANTASTIC! Pretty much a pussy with a tongue... ;-) Anyways, thanks for reading this...