# T: Does your ass get fed something every day?

Dear T.,

I wear my buttplug inside my ass every day, all day long, and every night in bed too. When I need to I remove it to use the bathroom and then put it back up my ass. So I only remove it when I'm doing my daily anal stretching routine exercises and challenges, or when nature calls, then wash it and put it back inside my ass where it belongs.

In the morning, when I wake up, still wearing by my buttplug, I might remove it temporarily but then I go about my whole day wearing my buttplug, just like I do every day, I always go to work wearing my buttplug inside my ass throughout my workday, at meetings, conferences or visiting clients. After work I usually go shopping and I choose a vegetable or fruit or object that will stretch my ass wider and bring it home for my daily routine of anal stretching exercises that will be recorded for the purpose of being viewed by people such as yourself!

Being anally plugged throughout the day calms and relaxes me, and at night in bed, it helps me fall asleep and rest better. I can't remember the last time I wasn't wearing a buttplug unless it was to be penetrated in my ass by something else bigger or to use the toilet.

When I go out at the weekends with my girlfriends or with my master, I like getting in the mood by having a drink or two before going out to party and dancing, as usual going commando and wearing a plug up my ass. When we are at the dance club I like 'accidentaly' flashing my pussy or my buttplugged ass on the dancefloor then running to my man or to my girls pretending to be ashamed.

On one ocassion I went out with my girls dancing at the club. Mdma really makes girls loose their shame, and this club is nice for us girls, security guards know us and stand right beside us and they also enjoy the view, but no one dares bother us, then two of the girls wanted to try on the rosebud butt plugs I showed them, got lubed and went up their asses, they all went commando and joined me dancing and flashing at all the guys at the club!

After the club, on our way back home walking through the park, I like to flash my pussy at random lucky guys, my master lifts my skirt and ask a stranger if he would like to see more, I might show him how I take out my buttplug and then put it in my mouth. He stops me in front of a bunch of guys drinking and sitting in a bench, walks over to them and has a chat, he comes back and turns me around bends me over and lifts my skirt, he spreads my ass so all the guys can have a good look, I give them a little show while they're cheering me on, but are very respectful. Because he warned them that if anyone were to be rude the show would be over and the rest of them must agree to forcibly stop and slap up anyone who would dare be rude, no one ever has been rude, works all the time! Once I brought a double ended dildo in my handbag out with me, I took it out in front of ten or fifteen teenagers, I removed my buttplug and held it safely inside my mouth while I shoved the whole dildo deep inside my ass, all the way in and I kept it inside my ass while I put my buttplug up my ass too, meanwhile they kept cheering me on. Then I flashed my plugged ass spreading my pussy and ass cheeks at the guys while the dildo was still all the way up my ass plus the buttplug! Big applauses and cheering. I walked away on my man's arm, every so often he lifted my skirt, flashing my plugged ass at them, they shout and whistle and are thankful and grateful, it's so much fun! Some guys at the park already know me and sit and wait at the park when the night clubs are closed! My little fan base! I love to show off!

Prolonged long-term constant buttplug wear, as long as it's done properly, safely and with appropriate lubrication is completely fine and has never had painful consequences for me, I know by experience. Some individuals like me choose to wear a buttplug for extended periods, it relaxes and calms me since the anus is a receptacle of much tension in the body, sustained dilation of the outer and inner anal sphincters releases such tension and individuals like me benefit from it, not to mention the sexual benefits from the capacity to enjoy anal sexuality to its full potential.

I love to show off pictures and videos of me stretching my ass to as many people as possible! Please enjoy the pics and videos of my anal exercises that I make for your enjoyment and also mine! Just come and visit my profile! I really love to read comments and opinions, it is a big turn-on! It makes me totally wet and gives me desire to make more videos and pictures of me being a total anal slut, undeniably loving being widened and deeply penetrated up my ass with various objects, vegetables, fruits, bats, etc.. all the way deep inside my ass then all they way out very fast each time, in and out repeatedly and very fast, so my ass makes loud plop noises and stays gaped and I orgasm thinking about how so many people like you will watch and hear me! You will know it is true I love it up my ass! As you will see so clearly in my videos, I really enjoy being an anal slut and proud to show off! Also, if I’m lucky, I might enjoy a comment and your opinion about what a dirty anal slut I am and how it is so obvious and undeniable that I really am a natural born anal slut who clearly loves to have her ass stretched for everyone to see!

P.s. Guess where I put my buttplug while it's not inside my ass! Here's a clue... zoom in and look closely at those bitemarks on my buttplug! Yes! I'm also an ♡ ass to mouth slut ♡ and I also eat all the fruits and vegetables that I put up my ass in my daily anal stretching exercises! A vegetable or a fruit up my ass also fills my tummy and keeps me healthy and my slutty ass happy every day!

open your heart, open your ass

K xoxo

I wear a buttplug inside my ass all day long, every day, I only remove it when nature calls, then wash it and put it back inside my ass. I wear my buttplug every day and I wear it every night while sleeping in bed too. When I wake up, still anally stretched by my buttplug, I might remove it, only temporarily, to use the bathroom and then put it right back up my ass where it belongs, then go about my day. Usually, in the evenings, after being at work wearing my buttplug inside my ass throughout my workday, at meetings, conferences or visiting clients, I usually go shopping and I choose a vegetable or fruit or object that will stretch my ass wider and bring it home for my daily routine of anal stretching exercises that will be recorded for the purpose of being viewed by people such as yourself!

Being anally plugged throughout the day calms and relaxes me, and at night in bed, it helps me fall asleep and rest better. I can't remember the last time I wasn't wearing a buttplug unless it was to be penetrated in my ass by something else bigger or to use the toilet.

Prolonged long-term constant buttplug wear, as long as it's done properly, safely and with appropriate lubrication is completely fine and has never had painful consequences for me, I know by experience. Some individuals like me choose to wear a buttplug for extended periods, it relaxes and calms me since the anus is a receptacle of much tension in the body, sustained dilation of the outer and inner anal sphincters releases such tension and individuals like me benefit from it, not to mention the sexual benefits from the capacity to enjoy anal sexuality to its full potential.

I love to show off pictures and videos of me stretching my ass to as many people as possible! Please enjoy the pics and videos of my anal exercises that I make for your enjoyment and also mine! Just come and visit my profile! I really love to read comments and opinions, it is a big turn-on! It makes me totally wet and I desire to make more videos and pictures of me being a total anal slut, undeniably loving being widened, deeply penetrated up my ass with various objects, vegetables, fruits, bats, etc.. all the way deep inside my ass then all they way out very fast each time, in and out repeatedly and very fast, so my ass makes loud plop noises and stays gaped and I can start having loud orgasms thinking about how so many people like you will watch and hear me and you will know it is true I love it up my ass! As you will see so clearly in my videos, I really enjoy being an anal slut and proud to show off! also, if I’m lucky, I might enjoy a comment and your opinion about what a dirty anal slut I am and how it is so obvious and undeniable that I really am a natural born anal slut who clearly loves to have her ass stretched for everyone to see!

I wear a buttplug inside my ass all day long, every day and I wear it every night too while sleeping in bed. When I wake up, still wearing my buttplug, I might remove it, only temporarily, to use the bathroom and then put it right back up my ass where it belongs, then go about my day.

Prolonged long-term constant buttplug wear, as long as it's done properly, safely and with appropriate lubrication is completely fine and has never had painful consequences for me, I know by experience. Some individuals like me choose to wear a buttplug for extended periods, it relaxes and calms me since the anus is a receptacle of much tension in the body, sustained dilation of the outer and inner anal sphincters releases such tension and individuals like me benefit from it, not to mention the sexual benefits from the capacity to enjoy anal sexuality to its full potential.

I wear a buttplug inside my ass all day long, every day, I only remove it when nature calls, then wash it and put it back inside my ass. I wear my buttplug every day and I wear it every night while sleeping in bed too. When I wake up, still anally stretched by my buttplug, I might remove it, only temporarily, to use the bathroom and then put it right back up my ass where it belongs, then go about my day. Usually, in the evenings, after being at work wearing my buttplug inside my ass throughout my workday, at meetings, conferences or visiting clients, I usually go shopping and I choose a vegetable or fruit or object that will stretch my ass wider and bring it home for my daily routine of anal stretching exercises that will be recorded for the purpose of being viewed by people such as yourself!

Prolonged long-term constant buttplug wear, as long as it's done properly, safely and with appropriate lubrication is completely fine and has never had painful consequences for me, I know by experience. Some individuals like me choose to wear a buttplug for extended periods, it relaxes and calms me since the anus is a receptacle of much tension in the body, sustained dilation of the outer and inner anal sphincters releases such tension and individuals like me benefit from it, not to mention the sexual benefits from the capacity to enjoy anal sexuality to its full potential.

This might be long, so if you do not have the patience, you've been warned.

I am a 40 year old divorcee, single mother. My life is work, and my daughter, trying to survive paycheck to paycheck.

You can imagine that such life, that has been going on for the past four years, since our divorce, left it's toll on my social, and sexual life. Somehow, I found refuge on the internet, and here I am.

I was never a beauty, far from it, but I had my ways of making up for it, covering my flaws with a long, blonde hair, and a fit body, men were after me, and I got pregnant with one of them, which led to marriage. Soon enough, we found out we weren't compatible, and ended it after less than a year. After that, said life made me lose focus on my looks, my sexuality, I gained a few pounds, and it all went to hell, men stopped noticing me, I felt a huge fall in my self esteem, and became lonely, and desperate, so desperate, that I found my went here, among other places.

At first, it was just stories, then it went to forums, images, and in the end porn. I can't quite describe what made me lustful in porn, but it felt nice, I saw some things I never did, even though I felt like a pretty open minded woman, some things intrigued me, and I just felt the spark of passion, lighting up inside me.

Soon enough, I started online sexting, had a few cam sex sessions, and it got even more exciting.

So, I would, once a month, leave my daughter at my parents house, not to go out, even though I told them that is the reason, but to stay in, relax, and immerse myself into the world of fantasy. I would spend two days, almost completely naked, with wine, and my lap top. Started taking care of my looks again, bought some lingerie, shaved myself down there, made some cheeky photos, for my future sexting adventures, and it was all fun, and very, very exciting.

Never saw that going any further, I was not interested in a real man, from flesh and blood, and I was ok with it, until...

One of those weekends, it was morning, I just got online, and the guy I had some fun with a few times, was there. We started sexting, he asked me what am I doing, if I am alone, and I said yes . Then he told me he would love to come over, I responded - me too. Now, till this point we never talked about our location, and he asked me where I am from. When I said it, he smiled - we live in the same city, not such an outrageous coincidence, considering I live in a small country in Europe.

And I gave him my adress.

I waited for him for about an hour, and in that period of time, I was elated at one point, while shivering in fear the next. I couldn't wait for him to touch me, and at the same time thought how I would end up dead, since he must be some lunatic, god knows what he will do to me.

He wasn't, he was just a married guy, whose wife and kids are away often, during the weekends. I didn't know what to do, how to behave, so I ended up opening the door in a one piece lingerie. He kissed me on the doorstep, and we went straight to the bedroom.

He was still fully clothed, when he went down on me. I was so sex starved, that I think I came in a few minutes, but honestly, I do not know, it might have been an hour, since I was totally out of it. When I looked down, after getting back my senses, he was already naked, big, fully erect, and standing by the bed. I went down on my knees so fast, and it tasted so good. I was never a fan of sucking, I did it many times, but this was the first one, that I fully enjoyed. I wanted to swallow it, I licked his balls, kissed his leg, rubbed his cock against my face, while burning from lust.

He bent me over the bed, with my knees still on the floor, moved my onepiece to the side, and I felt his hand on my clit. I was so wet, that with every move, I made that sound, you know... Then I felt his lips on my bottom, and eventually, his tongue on my anus. At that moment, the realization that I didn't shave that, made me anxious, but as he continued to work on it with his full tongue, made me relaxed, once again.

That was another thing I never experienced, and it was good, and his hand was doing all the right things, and I was so close, when he pulled my hand down, and guided me, to continue it, by myself. I did, and he stood up, I could her the condom wrapper break, and I loved the idea that he is standing there, looking at me, as I pleasured myself, while moving my hips in a circular motion. I wanted him so badly, and I didn't want to cum before he enters, and I was so close, so damn close, when I felt his head on my anus.

I wanted to protest, to say something, since, that was another thing I never experienced, but I was so close, and as he started going in, slowly, inch by inch, pull out almost fully, and start going back in, even slower, I started cumming so hard, that it made me sob.

I guess that was too much for him too, so he grabbed my hair, thrusted four or five times, really fast, and really hard, and started roaring like a fucking lion. It did hurt, but it was the sweetest pain I ever felt.

I was so weak, that I couldn't even make coffee, so he did. We talked till sunset, when he had to go. He told me we will do this often, he told me he is mesmerized by me, he told it, and went away.

His profile got deleted the same night. I can't say that I am surprised, but I am disappointed. Still, I have no regrets, that one afternoon, was the highlight of my sex life, from the day I was born. And it brought a lots of self esteem back, I am now trying to better myself in more ways than one.

I still have my weekends, and this is my first free weekend, since it happened, at the end of October. I am not looking for anything right now, and who knows, weekends like that one might never happen again, but who knows.

And that is it.

P.S. I hope you won't judge.

The auditorium was full of men, all of them intrigued to see what the weekend event would involve and to find out why it had started so early in the day. More sat at home, watching the live stream.When the lights went up on the stage, they saw what appeared to be 10 men. Wrists bound above their heads, they weren’t going anywhere. Blackout hoods covered their heads, all were wearing headphones. Mutters of confusion and disappointment spread around the room.The Master stepped forward and addressed the audience:“Remember that not all is not what it seems, you’re in for a nice surprise. But first, some important information. We’ll inspect the specimens in a moment. Each of them think they’re alone with me. What comes next will be the first of many surprises for them.”And so he started to undress them. Shredded flannel shirts opened to reveal binders, binders cut open to display tits of different shapes and sizes. A couple of them had scarred chests where they’d had their tits chopped off. Some of them had shaved cunts, others were hairy. But there was no denying they were all female.Once he’d stripped them all, the master began his appraisal of each girl. Examining her tits, if she had any, telling the audience how they felt pointing out the sluts whose nipples were hard already. He spread their cunts and assholes and his camera allowed them to be shown on the big screen. One had a tampon in her pussy - he made note of that for later. Two had unbroken hymens, still virgins. One had a bruised and stretched out asshole, clearly no stranger to getting cocked. “We’ve found our urinal for the weekend, you’ll be able to fill her up later.”The master encouraged the audience to use their handsets to vote. Most fuckable, best tits, which bitches they’d like to see paired up and all the rest.“This session is nearly over gents, but I think it’s time for us to meet each of our girls face to face.”One by one he removed the headphones and hoods from each bitch. Some screamed, some cried, most struggled. A couple of the whores had beards - but not for long. The screens above the audience’s heads showed the girls what the audience saw - a row of 10 exposed sluts whose weekend was only just getting started. The lights went off and the audience filed out, leaving the Master and his assistants to prepare the girls.The afternoon show started promptly. When the lights came up, the girls were much more placid. They’d been given a little something to help them…relax and to encourage them to be a lot more compliant. It had clearly worked.All ten had been shaved, waxed and plucked. Any facial hair was fine. Hairless bodies on display for the entertainment of the men in the audience. Some of the whores were naked, some in crotchless panties and open bras to allow a clear view of their assets. Many were wearing open mouth gags to make sure they couldn’t bite.The virgins had been dressed in matching white underwear and were bound to a bed in the centre of the stage. The bitches who’d had their tits chopped off were wearing fake plastic tits. Each slut was bound with rope or in metal restraints in poses that best showed off their cunts and tits. The urinal had already been set up at the front of the stage - tunnel plugs in her cunt and asshole, an open mouth gag. “She’s here for your use whenever you need to piss, don’t be shy” the Master said.Before voting on the live action they wanted to see, the men in the audience were invited row by row to inspect the girls. Groping, fingering, stroking, rubbing. When thoroughly inspecting one of the girls, one lucky man found a moon cup. After she drank down its contents, the girl was instructed to go sit on the face of one of the virgins. The Master pulled the tampon from the other period bitch and forced her to suck on it. She then took her seat on the other virgin’s face.This set the audience’s imaginations off and soon suggestions for the show were flooding in. Bidding was opened for virgin 1 and virgin 2.The two period whores were instructed to trib and scissor each other, rubbing their bloody cunts against each other. When the Master was satisfied, he plugged their cunts with a double dildo and stuffed another in their asses for good measure. Tied together, they were connected by both their pussies and assholes, no escape from each other or the plastic toys stretching their bloody cunts and tight shitpipes.The two virgins were first instructed to lick each other’s face clean, before making sure their pussies were clean. The two girls sucked on each other’s testosterone swollen clits and lapped at their untouched pussies. Virgin 2 was increasingly wet, virgin 1 less so. What happened next would be easier for one than the other.The winning bidders were a father and son, a unique bonding experience. They both pushed inside at the same time, adding to the spectacle. On the big screen, a shot of virgin 1’s face showed her eyes widen before tears started rolling down her face. Eventually a look of acceptance passed across her face and she seemed to submit to her current owner’s dick. To everyone’s surprise, she was the first of the virgins to reach orgasm, causing her owner to unload deep inside her fertile pussy. Virgin 2 promptly found herself being made to eat the creampie from her companion, her ass up and pussy continually pounded. She too took a load deep inside, the first of her life but not her last that weekend.For the next 3 hours all of the whores on stage were free to use and repositioned on request. Two or three of the sluts were squirters. Many were whimpering like bitches by the time the men had cum in and on them. Some were begging for more and they got it. One girl took two cocks in her ass and two in her cunt, grinding and squirming like the cockwhore she’d always secretly been.After the afternoon session, the men went to their rooms or to the bar and the females were taken to be cleaned up and made presentable for the evening’s entertainment.That evening, ten lucky men (or groups of men) had won the bidding to be entertained in their rooms. Each girls was there to use how they wanted, the only condition being that their activities were filmed for the livestream audience and for future use.Similar happened next morning.That afternoon the audience once again gathered in the auditorium, wondering what they could possibly see that they hadn’t seen already that weekend.When the lights came up, most sluts were held in one point bondage. The dildos were deep in their cunts and there was no escape from them. The remaining sluts were also impaled on an anal dildo. Even if they’d taken off their slutty high heels, it would only have thrust the toy deeper inside them. There was no escape. Next to each engorged clit was a vibrator, and each of the bitches wore a VR headset.Above each girl’s head was a video screen, showing what she was seeing in the headset. Footage from the entire weekend, showing each whore’s descent from frigid bitch into a nasty freeuse cumslut. Hours of footage that they couldn’t escape from, as the vibrators were turned on and the fuck machines started to pound their sore holes. The audience voted to increase the speed, decrease the speed, thrust deeper. At times they stopped the toys, lulling one of the females into a false sense of relief before they started them again - harder and faster than ever.The Master and his assistants were sure to film each and every orgasm that their prize whores had when they were watching their own descent into the life of a fucktoy. It would of course be added to the footage already taken, eventually to be screened on billboards in each slut’s home city. It didn’t matter any more. They had new lives now.

If you were in the audience, what would you have wanted to see these whores do?

Girlfriend’s on her period. Finished hard.

I won a fight with my wife.

I'm logical. I'm respectful. She's the love of my life and I got tired of hiding the 3 side chicks. So I flat out told her. Her first reaction was anger. She claimed I didn't need anyone else, that she'd do anything they did. I shot that down quick,. They like anal, like group fun, enjoy exhibition, and piblic, and are into girl/girl. So she switched tactics and focused on dishonesty, which was fair except her opening response had been a lie that's already disproven. Red faced she went for the health risk. I pulled a key off my keychain "bottom drawer check the stack, I still test frequently and it's all dated". I explained the logic, the other 3 were purely physical release. I did things with them my wife was very clear she wasn't interested in. 3 because each introduced me to the next, and because it meant I had a chance 2 would be free that night. Absolute rage on her end but I told her I honestly I think that release valve made me a better husband. No resentment. No hate fucking. I honestly love her and could focus on her. Her retort was that if I wanted those things I could do it myself I didn't need help. That fight was last week.

Monday she told me the coffee was out. It's a small batch roaster, lives up in the mountains, peaceful hour drive. I just nodded, didn't say anything. Tuesday they reminded me again, same nod. Wednesday they got their period... I know because I time the coffee run to stop at an awesome hand crafted chocolate shop. I told you, I love her. So she's annoyed about coffee, now wants chocolate, asks when I'm going. "I'm not but please tell Jacques I said hi when you go". She presses, blames it on the fight, tries to guilt me into going. " I took your advice. I don't drink coffee, not big on chocolate, and you can do it yourself so just say hi for me". Mouth stammering, she's angry but no retort, no opening. I get a "Fine we're doing Indian tonight".  Amazing Indian place, in town, used to take her there once a month. My reply " no thanks I'm getting a pizza but I can do to go and meet you back here in 30 if you want to eat together ". Her eyes go wide and I ask if it's a bad time to mention the camping weekend this weekend with the guys. So she's got me Wednesday/Thursday and then I'm gone...

I sensed the seething rage so I explained. "You enjoyed the advantages of that release valve, loving husband, sex whenever no pressure, small batch coffee, handcrafted chocolate, Indian food, flowers weekly etc. I enjoyed the release valve.  But you put your foot down and made it clear, you can do it yourself. I gave her until Monday to decide. I'm fine with divorce. She can have half and my lawyer is on retainer. I love her but refuse to be in a position where only she benefits.

Prolonged long-term constant buttplug wear, as long as it's done properly, safely and with appropriate lubrication is completely fine and has never had painful consequences for me, I know by experience. Some individuals like me choose to wear a buttplug for extended periods, it relaxes and calms me since the anus is a receptacle of much tension in the body, sustained dilation of the outer and inner anal sphincters releases such tension and individuals like me benefit from it, not to mention the sexual benefits from the capacity to enjoy anal sexuality to its full potential.

I wear a buttplug inside my ass all day long, every day, I only remove it when nature calls, then wash it and put it back inside my ass. I wear my buttplug every day and I wear it every night while sleeping in bed too. When I wake up, still anally stretched by my buttplug, I might remove it, only temporarily, to use the bathroom and then put it right back up my ass where it belongs, then go about my day. Usually, in the evenings, after being at work wearing my buttplug inside my ass throughout my workday, at meetings, conferences or visiting clients, I usually go shopping and I choose a vegetable or fruit or object that will stretch my ass wider and bring it home for my daily routine of anal stretching exercises that will be recorded for the purpose of being viewed by people such as yourself!

Being anally plugged throughout the day calms and relaxes me, and at night in bed, it helps me fall asleep and rest better. I can't remember the last time I wasn't wearing a buttplug unless it was to be penetrated in my ass by something else bigger or to use the toilet.

Prolonged long-term constant buttplug wear, as long as it's done properly, safely and with appropriate lubrication is completely fine and has never had painful consequences for me, I know by experience. Some individuals like me choose to wear a buttplug for extended periods, it relaxes and calms me since the anus is a receptacle of much tension in the body, sustained dilation of the outer and inner anal sphincters releases such tension and individuals like me benefit from it, not to mention the sexual benefits from the capacity to enjoy anal sexuality to its full potential.

I love to show off pictures and videos of me stretching my ass to as many people as possible! Please enjoy the pics and videos of my anal exercises that I make for your enjoyment and also mine! Just come and visit my profile! I really love to read comments and opinions, it is a big turn-on! It makes me totally wet and I desire to make more videos and pictures of me being a total anal slut, undeniably loving being widened, deeply penetrated up my ass with various objects, vegetables, fruits, bats, etc.. all the way deep inside my ass then all they way out very fast each time, in and out repeatedly and very fast, so my ass makes loud plop noises and stays gaped and I can start having loud orgasms thinking about how so many people like you will watch and hear me and you will know it is true I love it up my ass! As you will see so clearly in my videos, I really enjoy being an anal slut and proud to show off! also, if I’m lucky, I might enjoy a comment and your opinion about what a dirty anal slut I am and how it is so obvious and undeniable that I really am a natural born anal slut who clearly loves to have her ass stretched for everyone to see!

A while ago, my wife left me for another man - our relationship wasn't the best and we both knew it was over. It was a depressing time and it took me a while to get over the divorce. Luckily no kids were involved (even after 15 years of marriage). I coasted through life, turned 50, and really wasn't looking for a serious relationship... until I met this beautiful 24-year-old French girl, who was an art student visiting the USA.
I was a regular to a small dive of a coffee shop, I'd go in there and kick back, read a book and drink some coffee. She was in there a lot too. Eventually she approached me and talked to me.
"You know there's nothing more attractive than a guy reading a book... My name is Reine." She said in broken English with a heavy French accent. (It turns out her name means Queen in French)
I must have blushed, I wasn't used to talking to super attractive women at all - in fact most of the time if I was lonely I'd just find some ugly slut to fuck, or try Tinder which usually resulted in ugly sluts lol.
We talked for a while, got to know each other and she told me she's always had a kink for older men.
We started dating, I told her "You know I'm 26 years older than you so if we're still together when you're 50 I'll be 76 or dead."
She laughed it off, "We'll worry about that if and when we get there. Okay?"
I fell hard for her, I was head over heels in love. She was sweet, charming, and paid attention to me. What more could a guy ask for?
After a few days of getting to know her, we fucked - and let me tell you I've never had any sex that compared to what I've experienced with her. There was energy involved, it was like both of our souls met on a higher level and nothing else mattered.
I warned her that I was getting older, and I got some Cialis to make sure I could stay nice and hard for her.
It was probably about the fifth time we were fucking and she looked into my eyes as I plunged into her and spoke some French, but then translated it into English:
"I don't want you to pull out of me when you cum, I want you inside of me... deep inside of me forever my love."
I paused and all kinds of things flooded into my mind, especially if she was on birth control - and then I leaned forward and kissed her as I began thrusting into her beautiful body. I came deep inside of her, and she held me tight as my cum sprayed into her tight pussy.
It turns out, she had a creampie fetish - a breeding fetish.
This went on for months, and she ended up moving in with me. I'd fuck her almost daily, unless she was on her period. One day she looked a bit concerned and seemed to shut down, and she wouldn't talk to me about what the problem was. I went to work, and when I came back there was a note on the table from her.
"I didn't want to tell you, but I am pregnant and my visa has expired and it needs to be renewed so I need to return to France, I already had a flight booked and I was afraid to tell you. I love you very much and I don't know what to do. You are the most perfect man I have ever met, and I hope one day to be called your wife... but for now, I will return to France and get the visa renewed. I hate leaving you like this, it's stupid of me I know. But if you knew I was pregnant and returning to France, you would have stopped me. I will text you when I land and we will make plans to be together my love.
Always yours,
Reine"
I had a panic attack. I texted her, called her, and nothing. Days passed and depression set in for me.
While I loved this woman with all of my heart, I knew nothing about her family, or where she lived in France. All of her clothing was gone, and she didn't have too many personal items...
Sometimes we would sext each other when I was at work, and that's where the picture came from. I just miss her - and I have even thought about going to France to look for her - but how the hell would I even find her? It's such a big country. I don't even know what city or town she's from.
It all came to a head and I was about to do something stupid and hurt myself (hey depression sucks - and being this in love with someone... well it's like having your guts ripped out)... but I finally heard from her yesterday:
"I'm coming back, but I want you to promise me that we can be married. My father and mother disowned me, they're heavily Catholic. I am sorry I left the way I did, I am sorry for hurting you the way I did, I was just in a bad place - being pregnant, and knowing I have to tell my parents. I will see you soon, I still have a key."
Of course, I texted her back like "WTF WHERE ARE YOU" - hell I don't even know why I'm doing this - maybe out of revenge... but maybe for advice - she's so fucking stunning looking, she's so talented too. I'm broken without her, but I do know that will eventually pass - yet it's so hard to deal with such a loss. Sorry for rambling. Yeah I'll take her back... I might delete this later.