Confession- I live to be humiliated, degraded, abused and exposed. My mind has been warped by doing the nastiest things that have drawn me into the deviant world of pain for pleasure, mental fuckery, humiliation and degrading sexual acts are what I crave!

I need/want to serve 24/7 as my wife’s toilet, waste receptacle, cum dump, cock sucker, and ashtray every minute of my day. It’s all I think about. Each time I serve someone in a degrading way I want more, I crave the pain of grinding ashes into my useless dick for her pleasure. I love the feel of the hot cigarette being tamped out on my dick, the burn of the menthol entering my bleeding sores and abrasions.

I beg for it! What’s led me to this world of self destruction and needing the mental and physical pain is my lack of sexual ability? I could never satisfy a woman with my dick, even eating out was something I wanted to be better at. When my wife took lovers it all started to feel so good, so right being locked and feminized, humiliated and degraded watching men pleasure my wife like I couldn’t. She would do things for them she’d never do for me. She loved them unlike me. I stayed because I felt it was my place to keep her holes clean with my tongue and eat all that creamy goodness her lovers left behind. She loved it! She would fuck up a storm and cum so much.

It was one day that changed the course of our cuckolding relationship, when her lover pulled out of her ass and his cock was covered in her shit! I didn’t hesitate to clean his cock, nor did I hesitate to suck cum and shit from her fresh fucked asshole. When she’d realized I’d cum sucking her shit she made me promise to always serve her in the way of being her toilet. I couldn’t resist I begged her to use me anyway she deemed necessary for me to prove my love.

She still tests me today, trying to find my limit, my hard stop, the thing that can’t make men stroke my little dick to cum. She’s exposed me, tormented me, made me wear female clothing in public, diapers for days unchanged, forbidden me to shower, wipe myself, forced me to piss and shit myself, be pissed and shit on by others, eaten shit and drank piss, eaten more cum than a whore, dumped weeks worth of ashtrays down my panties and diapers keeping the mess there for hours. She’s plugged my ass with her cigarette butts forced to keep them there till I shit them out, put cigarettes out on my dick, makes me stroke with ashes and her cigs butts edging till my dick bleeds all the while she pisses and shits on me repeatedly, stuffing my mouth with shit, pissing making me drink, tonguing her shit from her ass,  suckjj in big piss from her pussy, licking her waste from dirty floors and even outside eating her shit off the ground. She tries to find the limit and she hasn’t. I will always do for her what no other human will do for anyone. I am complete and whole living her as her submissive faggot while serving her and her friends. 

I know I am fucked up, I’ve allowed myself to be consumed by filth and sexual release associated with filth and humiliation. So is you have something mean or nasty, I welcome your comments. If you have an idea or task try us we may just oblige and post the pic. 

I like nappy / diaper related play but not into the whole adult baby thing.
I like punishment, humiliation, dares, restraint and forceful instruction. I'm quite submissive.
My idea of fun is to not go to the toilet for 2-3 days then take a load of laxatives
and go out somewhere fairly quiet and try to get home before i uncontrollably
mess myself - first rule of messing is if you've messed you got to sit in it at least once which can be risky after 2 days of no toilet privileges but worth it if it goes right and squishes up the front of the nappy and covers my pathetic cock.
I'm not into poo play that involves touching it or it leaving the diaper area - the only exception is if i use a toy and im told to suck it but I won't do it if its too dirty.
I have a small rubbish bladder that tends to leak if i sneeze or laugh too hard and if I have a couple of pints near bedtime I'll probably wet the bed so even when i'm not being kinky and wearing a nappy for fun I'll be wearing a pad in my pants for accidents but sometimes if im talking to a hot woman or dominant looking guy in a shop or at work i'll consciously wet myself (with a pad) just so I can feel dirty and more submissive..
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I confess that I like to have women clean my dick and shave my pubes... I also like being treated like a baby (change my adult diapers, clean my mess off myself, sing me lollabies, and breast feeding me)

i confess i really want to poop in a diaper and rub it all in. i love watching vids of girls doing it, and always prepare myself for it by wearing cloth diapers. but when im about to push it out i always chicken out.

i hate the smell and really dont want to clean up all the mess. but i want to feel it so bad.

Well I feel really mean at the moment. I have been helping a woman and her friends here in Oregon for the past 4 months do something that is very mean. I have been helping her infantileize and sissified her husband. So at this point she calls her husband Nichole instead of Nick. Nichole wears diapers 24/7 even at her job. Nichole wears a chastity tube on her sissy clit 24/7. Nichole is now even wearing pink pj's at home instead of adult clothes. Has a passifier that she sucks on. Nichole's wife has finally started the hard sissification on Nichole. Nichole got pegged the first time just a few weeks ago. Also little Nichole will learn to fluff the bull using his wife/mother. Nichole is slipping so much that I can make her mess her diaper with a bit of severe language on toe. Nichole also wet herself when I told her about this post getting written. Oh and tomorrow one her Nichole's baby sitters is getting the permission to peg Nichole for the sitter's pleasure. I am going to include as many pics as I can. I might get a few more here soon. However the confession. I am the one behind the scene helping his wife and her friends dominate, and regress Nichole. So while I am not touching her. I have given all my attention into getting sites, educational material, and products to Nichole's wife/mother. So I guess I am at least partially responsible for this whole situation. Oh the attached pic is little Nichole's sissy clit before it got put in the tube.