I am a serial cheater, and I have been all my life.
It became a habit. It started in hs, and at that time, I had a bf who was very popular, but boring, yet I liked a guy who was prancing around me all day. Ended up kissing him, and giving him a hand job, which was a big deal back then.
In college, I realized that I enjoy the thrill of fooling around with someone else, while being in a relationship. I did it a lot, but mostly kissing other guys, nothing more, with a few blow jobs, two to be exact, in a four year span.
When I started working, that was the first time I had sex with someone else, and it felt so exciting!!!
Through all of this time, I didn't have one bf, I hand multiple, but I cheated on every single one of them.
When I got married, I decided to stop. I figured, previous relationships were not really serious, this is different, but soon enough, it came to me, that the thrill of doing it behind a man's back is what does it for me.
It continued up until this day, and I just can't stop. I guess that is just he way I am.
